THESWEETESTSINN

I'M GIVING THIS ANOTHER TRY

2012-01-04T19:23:00.000+08:00

http://the-afterhours.blogspot.com

Hello, blogger. :)

2010-12-12T12:53:00.004+08:00

I miss blogging for real. But as much as I wanted to go back and do a much personal blog again, I've been very busy with school stuff. I know I said I'll be posting again but obviously I had only one post since I came back. For now I'll post indefinitely, depends on my free time and if I'm not lazy.

One day. One day I'll be back permanently you'll see.

COUNTDOWN. COUNT ME IN. \m/

2009-12-20T21:09:00.005+08:00

I'm still charging my camera so I could upload photos from Paskuhan. And while waiting, I've decided to post at last here on my almost defunct blogger. As I've said before, I AM BACK. :)

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I was so excited for Paskuhan, okay? Obvious naman sa mga post ko sa Tumblr. I had a fun night. It's my first time to be in Manila until the wee hours of morning without my parents. Hihihi. Freedom, pare. >:)) Okay, joke lang. :>

It's my first Paskuhan ever. I will never forget this event. I can't really express how much I enjoyed that night kahit nakakaBV pa nung simula. It took time for me to decide on what to wear for the CFAD's theme: Retro. I was about to leave the house wearing skinny jeans, converse, off-shoulder shirt and with a fishnet gloves when my mom saw Marya's tweet. UGH. She was like, "Oh. Si Marya magdedress pala eh. Ba't di ka magskirt. Magskirt ka naman. Lagi ka na lang nakapants." Ergh. As in no choice. Pinipilit niya ako. My mom always has thing with me wearing skirt and I don't know why.

On my why to Shakey's Espana, the FX I was riding broke down. Natense ako bigla, okay? I was so late and now nasiraan pa. Good thing naayos din agad. Kaya lang kasi traffic pa rin eh. ASDFGHJKL. :| I arrived early at Manila Cityhall and waited for my Pare Loves. Jelle, kept on texting, telling us to hurry up kasi the food is being serve na daw. So yeah, we missed the kainan. But it's okay. We just joined in with the Exchange gift thing then we decided to have threesome date. But Jelle went with us we had an orgy date in Nitz. Lolwhut? =)))

Oh, and Dai was so shocked when I gave her my gift for the Exchange Gift. Hahaha. Kasi ang alam niya si DG nakabunot sa kanya. Teehee. But the truth is DG and I planned the whole thing. I told Dai na si Beyiia nabunot ko. Ang DG revealed to Dai na s'ya ang nakabunot kay Dai. Haha. Oh my God. Mommy dear. We're good liars. >:))

After our so-called date, we went to Beato already. It turns out we need IDs so we won't join in the line for visitors. Thank God, I put my ID in my bag before leaving. My Loves, forgot theirs so Jelle and I lent ours. Haha. Kinabahan pa kami kasi may mga UST marshalls na ang higpit. Tinitingnan talaga yung ID. Phew. Buti na lang nakapasok sila. Haha. Oh yeah. We're so good. >:))

Tumambay muna kami sa Beato, then we went to the field when the event is about to start. I can't really remember the sequence of the Paskuhan but there were many performances from famous alumni, Salinggawi, professors. There was a parade that shows UST as it passed through time from the Spanish era to the modern time. I saw many celebrities I didn't even know graduated from UST. I saw Miriam Quiambao, JC Cuadrado, Jamie Rivera, Kuya Kim, Polo Ravales, and many more.

Some time that night, naglakwatsa kami around Tamayo Drive to look for a good signal spot. It's hard to contact people because of the Network Busy thing. Okay. Napapraning ako kasi I can't contact my bestfriend. I'm supposed to ride with her pauwi. But when we went to Lover's Lane. Gaaah. Nacontact ko s'ya at last. :> And nangalahati agad load ko. Hahaha. :))

Oh. And the FIREWORKS. It was so AWESOME. I swear ang ganda especially since nakatingala talaga kami because it's so malapit. Gaaaah. So pretty. :3 After the fireworks display, Kuya Kim was like, "UST, gusto niyo pa ba? UST, di pa tayo tapos." And then Sandwich started performing Sugod and everyone were singing along, jumping up and down. It was so epic.

Wala pa nung MYX wala pa nung MTV. Wala pa nung internet. Wala pa nung ipod o mp3. Wala pa nung cable. Wala pa nung cellphone..Wala pa ring cd o dvd. Meron pa lang UST.

The famous band that performed that night aside from Sandwich is 6 Cyclemind. OhmyGod. Parang nasa concert lang eh. It's so laughtrip when they sang an E-heads song. 6 Cyclemind sang, Pare Ko. Ang everyone were like singing along especially during the chorus part. We were like shouting the cursing part. Forget about being a Catholic University for a moment and enjoy the song. Sandwich sang, Magazine by the way.

After the event we all went our separate ways. Dai and Marya accompanied me to Plaza Mayor where I will meet up with Best. We stayed beside the torch in front of the Countdown Machine in the left side of the Main Building. We were like so bangag na. And oh, controlled ang dalawa when I introduce them to Anna and Dan. Hahahaha. If I wasn't tired I would have laugh out loud. Haha. Gagi. Minsan lang yun ah. :))

I went home with Dan and Anna. Oh and good thing umabot pa kami sa McDo Carpark. Dan bought sundaes and fries for the three of us. Haha. I love you Bxty. Salamat. :) Somehow it gave me energy to last through out the ride home. We tried taking pics but they were all kinda failed since the car is moving.

I arrived home around 3AM but I slept around 4 because I can't stop telling everything that happened that night to my mom. Sorry ah. Paskuhan Hangover eh. Haha. :)

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And thus ends my long post about Paskuhan. I can't wait for next year. Woot. Woot. Palapit na ng palapit ang 2011. 400 years, here we come. :)

I'M BACK.

2009-11-27T21:36:00.003+08:00

Yes. Ang labo ko. Kasi naman sila Dai eh. Naiinggit na naman ako magblog. Haha. Kaya ito I'm back. :)

2009-11-04T18:27:00.004+08:00

For two months I've been neglecting this blog. I guess time really doesn't permit me so. Or the lack of motivation to continue blogging is plaguing me. Then again I'm still enjoying tumblr and it's simplicity at this moment.

So I've finally decided to stop using this account.

No Michelle I'm not gonna delete this. Don't worry. :) I'm gonna leave this as it is. This blog holds too much precious memories for me. I'm not ready to let go of this site. Not now, not ever.

So anyone who still wish to see little updates about me: Yes, please do visit THESWEETESTSINN. It is just some random reblogging but I do occasionally put some things about my life. :)

Who knows? I might go back sometime in the future. :*

2009-08-18T17:43:00.003+08:00

My first Paper Sculpture with a jar as my mold is an EPIC FAIL. Pffft. With less than 2 days left I have to do it all over again and I decided to use a wine bottle instead. Hopefully it dries already because I'm getting frustrated. Mygaaad.

Oh, we had a surprise practical test today in Volleyball (PE). Hah. I am so not prepared. I swear I'm getting badminton as my PE next sem then next year, HELLO FOOTBALL. Woot. Haha. Sheeeet. Speaking of football, hopefully I get to join the try-out this summer. Please, oh please. I want to be part of the CFAD Football team. :)) And get to see *toot* as well. That is if he's not graduating this year. *cross-fingers* Haha.

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I'm currently looking for the film Camille Claudel for our reaction paper in Mat1. I wasn't watching properly last Wednesday because someone is irritating me quiete successful that time. Why are there so many irratating FCs in the world. Well some are not, but SHE is.

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Gaaaah. My sculpture is finished. I'm only waiting for the glue to dry up. :) But I have to do a reaction paper. Ugh. I'm so tamad pa. :)) I'll do it later. I'll just rest for awhile and enjoy net surfing. :D

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Oh, I wonder what's the college activity for tom. Hmmm.

2009-08-15T22:03:00.002+08:00

So our prelims is not yet over. Well, technically the official Prelims week is over but since we met our prof in our minor subject just this July, some of our test we're rescheduled until the last week of August.

Our Preliminary Exam in Art History is on Monday. The Paper Sculpture for the Prelims in Materials1 is due on Wednesday. The Color Wheel thing for Visual Perception and the drawing of the bird(which can be found in the Fountain of Wisdom[?]) for Techniques1 is on Thursday. Good thing I'm half-way through with Mat1 and almost finished with my Tech. We have to continue our plate in VP on Thursday though. Hopefully I get to finish it on time. :P

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Anyway, I'm not sure if I'll be able to post what happened during the first two months of my college years. Now that I think of it, nakakatamad na. Haha. Sorry. I'll probably blog some and in total random, depending on what I suddenly remember, okay? Okay. :)

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Oh, my grandfather's birthday is on August 19, but my mom and I are off to Cavite tomorrow for an early celebration. I'll be bringing my laptop to study for ArtHist but I won't be online for the majority of the day since there's no internet connection there. Which is a good thing by the way. No distractions for me. XD

My mom will be cooking my grandfather's favorite: Spaghetti, which is my mom's definite specialty. :)

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I just found out that I have tons of videos I haven't uploaded yet and photos for my DeviantArt unwatermarked at this moment. I wanna do it na but I'm still enjoying procrastinating. Oh well, I'll upload it somehow. Haha.

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I'm totally loving Demi Lovato's album. I still love Selena Gomez than her though. :P Buuuut, I prefer Demi's voice. It's much powerful. May pagkarock kasi yung songs niya, Ilabbiit. :))

2009-08-11T17:05:00.002+08:00

Hello, hello, blogger world. Yes, I am back. Seriously, no joke. I miss blogging so much so I am here. But this is gonna be a quick post since it's our Prelims week already. I will update once it's over or once I have the time to do so. I will definitely post a lot of late post about my first two months of college life, okay? :)

I'll be posting soon.

YOOOOO. :D

2009-07-05T19:15:00.003+08:00

I'm reopening my blog. But I have yet to fix the layout again and it will take time.

Taking Fine Arts in UST is a mix of heaven and hell for me but hey, I'm enjoying being a college student now. I already finished three weeks of college life and I probably wouldn't enjoy it without my quirky blockmates.

Woot.
I'm officially back! :D

Attention to announcement

2009-05-31T22:08:00.002+08:00

I know this is kinda late because I haven't been updating for a couple of days already. The thing is this blog is in SEMI-HIATUS mode. So, if you ever dropped by my page these past few days commenting and leaving messages on my cbox and no replies from me I am so sorry. I have no reasonable excuse than being lazy.

So I'll reply here na lang, okay?

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SWEETHAM. Hello, hello. Sureeee. Let's link ex. :) Sorry for the late reply aa. I'm good. You? And yes, I'm busy. Busy magpakatamad. *toink* Haha. :)) Thanks for the comment on my previous post.

MICHELLE. Haha. Syempre para asteeg. Buti nga I know your full name ee. I'm such a great friend. Harhar. :)) Ily, Grandmaderr.

PAMELA. Hey, Pammy. Haha. Haba ba? Okay lang yan. Thanks for commenting. Ugh. Sorry for the late reply. Anyway, ang hot diba? Nakakahyperventilate ang sexy body ni Taylor. :)) MagROTC ka? Ako hindi ee. :( Gusto ko sana, pero di ako pinayagan ng parents. Di pa daw ba ako nagsasawa. I have 29 units and I have to spend the whole day sa UST pa for the first sem so I don't think my body can make it. Pero gusto ko talagaaaaaaa. :((

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Just leave some message if you want. I'll try to reply agad. I'm trying to revamp again the layout. Nagsasawa na naman ako pero mukhang matatagalan pa.

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QUESTION to all Thomasians.

Naka-uniform na ba tayo sa June 8? According to the CSC, mass lang daw at 8 am. Yun lang ba talaga? When is the orientation? :\

Oh you got me hatin' on the club

2009-05-21T19:05:00.011+08:00

It's been like a week since I last visited my blog. My parents are telling me I've been cooped up far too long in my room with my laptop and so they urged me to go do my thing in the living room. Like I could work properly there. I mean, I prefer doing my stuff away from my parent's prying eyes who kept on asking me what I'm doing.

Gah. It frustrates me whenever someone kept on disturbing me or looking over what I'm doing. Can't I do my blogging or reading in peace? Ugh. Anyway, I finally had the chance to get back in the solace of my room. Yay. :D And so HELLO FRIENDS. I'm back again. :D

Oh and sorry for those I wasn't able to reply on my c-box.

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Great shout out to BABY AVRIL. Welcome to the world. Haha. Looks like you'll be taking away my attention from RJ. Haha. Kidding. Best, I superduper want to meet her naaaaaaa. If RJ is super cute already, I'm sure your new kafatid will be too cute as well. - May 18,2009

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There is definitely something wrong with my Messenger. I'm in this phase when I tend to isolate myself from my friends for awhile to have an alone time with myself because I so sure, I won't have time to do what I want to do once class starts. So I've been invisible in the online world for weeks. BUT. I kept on getting offline message from my friends asking me why I buzzed them when I didn't.

What the fuck?

I'll go ballistic if this happen on M. Shit. Shit. SHIT. I hope not. *cross-fingers*

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I'm so happy. :D I can transfer songs on my phone again. It turns out my SD reader was locked. But I fixed it after months of no new music on my phone. I downloaded LimeWire again. In a matter of one day I've downloaded a hundred of songs already. Haha. Pure music bliss.

Oh gawd. I could never understand why I always brush off John Mayer whenever I hear his name. Stupid. I have deprived myself from appreciating such great singer. Shit. Nakakainlove ang boses. I know his lastest album was way back 2006 pa but I fell in love instantly after I heard his songs. I love you, man. *insert gooey eyes over here. haha.*

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KRIS ALLEN WON AMERICAN IDOL?! Did I read the news right?

Haha. Whoo. Like, oh my gawd. I'm so happeeeey.

I like Adam Lambert but Kris is definitely loved. :D

This made me happy after being crushed because I wasn't able to watch the David Archuleta! I superduper envy you, Michelle Grace Ortega Lojo. First E-heads, now this. :p

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I have this massive crush on Taylor Lautner ever since Sharkboy and Lavagirl film was shown and that Cheaper By the Dozen 2 film as well. Oh damn, he just got hotter and hotter and hotter and hotter and hotter (this goes on and on). This you see that abs? SEXY.

The fangirl in me is ready to burst out in excitement. Shit, I still have to wait for a couple of months before New Moon. I desperately hope they would do some justice with the book. The first movie disappoints me abit. Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner are the only consolation, I got from the movie.

And thank God they finally got rid of that ridiculous long hair on Jacob Black. I can finally watch Taylor without giggling. Haha. :))

drool worthy. :))

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I'll be visiting COLT tomorrow. YES! Namiss ko na si Sir Dads at Sir Del. :D COLT: FROLICS na nila tomorrow and we're invited to come and watch them. Martin, Thea, Kevin and MM are also coming. I miss you guys. I don't know who are coming from MS and MDM. I'll be meeting up with Martin in Pergola around 1:30. :)

I miss BF. My tambayan for like 5 years. Haha.

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Oh. I'm excited with college already. I just saw Carla yesterday. She just got home from CSB taking Travel and Tours. ENVY. I want to go to class too. Summer is boring. I want some work to do. Ilang araw pa bago pasukan. Eh? Kailangan nga ba?

According to Carla, Luis is already hunting down victims, I mean girls. Haha. Lakas talaga ni partner. It turns out he's taking Architecture. So if I did study in Benilde, we're in the same building. But I still prefer UST. Like zomg, one of my dream school. Happiness. :D

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I'm never gonna dance again

guilty feet have got no rhythm

though it's easy to pretend

I know you're not a fool

When will this issue stop? Gawd. Everyday I kept hearing about this. Shit. Even the radio is full of song request with Careless Whisper. The country is in deep shit with poverty, corruption and other stuff and the government are actually giving time and full effort in this? I mean poor Katrina Halili and the other girls whoever they are, they have been gravely violated. But wake-up people especially government officials there are far more important things to deal with.

Let Katrina Halili's lawyer and whatever organization that deals with this kind of situation do their thing because they're just making this mess bigger. As what Regina Belmonte said in her blog post: "The Philippines has far more pressing concerns (as in infinitely more pressing concerns) than the sordid sex life of some poor excuse for a doctor-turned-showbiz personality, as disgusting and indiscreet as he and his fetishes might be." True. True.

They are talking about the scandal video put into DVD, how the people get to watch sexual stuff over the net and DVDs. The bad influences and ideas this give onto people but this had been going on for so many years and what do they do about it? Nothing that actually worked to stop this thing. And now, just because some celebrity got involved they all got worked up. Ugh.

Bob Ong bilang Dr. Love :))

2009-05-14T00:13:00.001+08:00

Something I got from Mary. :D Laughtrip. Haha. Especially no. 11. :))

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Dear Mr. Bob Ong,

Matagal ko na pong nililigawan itong ramp model na stage actress na nakilala ko recently sa isang party. Nasisiraan na ako ng bait. Pag nakilala mo siya, tiyak matutunaw ang utak mo sa kakaisip sa kanya.

Hingi lang po ako ng advice. Paano ko po siya mapapaibig? Bibigyan ko ba siya ng tula? Haharanahin ko ba siya? Roses? Kalachuchi? Chocnut at sampaguita?

In lab na po ako. Ano po ang gagawin ko? Is she the one.

Lubos na gumagalang,
- Bartolome -

- ANG REPLY -

Dear Bartolome,

Hindi ka talaga sasagutin niyang nililigawan mo. Napaka-old school kasi ng mga tactics mo. Wala nang gumagawa ng ganyan. Sa panahon ngayon, lahat ng bagay, nagtaas na. Nagtaas na ang gasolina, nagtaas na ang presyo ng bigas at mga bilihin, nagtaas na ang pamasahe, at lalong nagtaas na rin ng standards ang mga babae. Hindi na uubra yang siopao at kalachuci mo. Lalo na yung huli mong binigay, hopia at santan. Ano ba pare? Ano’ng era ka ba pinanganak?

Pero don’t worry. It’s not too late. May pag-asa ka pa. Hindi pa naman siya kinakasal at di pa niya sinasagot yung crush niya na basketball player. Kahit lamang siya ng sampung paligo sa’yo, daanin mo sa utak at creativity. Dahil aminin na natin, iyon na lang talaga ang pag-asa mo. Heto, bibigyan kita ng mga simple, tried and tested na mga regalo para di siya mapurga sa hopia at siomai. Sundin mo ‘to, tiyak na lalaglag ang bagang niya sa’yo. Mga medyo more than your usual regalong panligaw:

1. Bili ka ng century tuna. Ilagay mo sa isang napakalaking box—yung sinlaki ng TV o kaya box ng desktop PC mo. Tapos balutan mo ng magarang pambalot. Kuntsabahin mo na yung teacher niya sa Calculus. Sa gitna ng klase, bigla kang kumatok sa classroom. Pero dapat, incognito ka. Magsuot ka ng LBC jacket, magshades, at magsuot ng surgical mask. Pagpasok mo sa classroom, iabot mo yung box sa teacher, at papirmahin mo ng acknowledgement receipt. Tapos pabuksan mo in front of everyone. Tignan mong mabuti ang reaction sa mukha niya.

Later during the day, pag tinanong niya kung bakit Century Tuna ang binigay mo, iikot mo yung lata at ituro mo yung sign na “Omega 8.” Pag tinanong niya kung ano yung Omega 8, sabihin mo: “because you’re good for my heart.”

2. Mangolekta ka ng isang dosenang hanger na libre mong nakukuha tuwing nagpapa-dry clean ka. Tapos, sa bawat hanger, isula mo: “I miss hanging out with you.”

3. Instead of roses, kuha ka ng tissue paper sa banyo ng school mo. Gawin mong tissue paper roses. Gawa ka ng isang dosena. Pag-abot mo, sabihin mo, “Ganito kalinis ang pag-ibig ko sa’yo.”

4. Bili ka ng tetra pack ng mantikang Minola. Tapos bilugan mo yung “with Omega 8.” Hindi na siya magtatanong kung bakit.

5. Bigyan mo ng ice cream cone. Dapat cone lang at walang ice cream. Pag hinanap niya yung ice cream, sabihin mo, “natunaw na kakatitig sa’yo.”

6. Bili ka ng sandosenang box ng crayola. Kolektahin mo lahat ng black. Lagay mo sa isang box ng crayola. Sa likod, isulat mo: “Walang kulay ang buhay kung wala ka.”

7. Bigyan mo siya ng mumurahing bumbilya. Alam mo na siguro by this time kung ano ang isasagot pag tinanong niya kung bakit.

8. Itext mo siya ng: “Hindi tayo tao, hindi tayo hayop, hindi tayo halaman. Bagay tayo. Bagay!”

9. Bigyan mo siya ng calling card ng MMDA. Sa likod, isulat mo “para pag nagkabanggaan ang puso natin.”

10. Padalhan mo ng Happy Meal pero huwag mong ibibigay yung libreng laruan. Paghinanap niya, sabihin mo: “Ako yung freebie, at ikaw yung meal na nagpapahappy sa’kin.”

11. Sunugin ang kanyang bahay at padalhan ng hallmark card: “aanhin mo pa ang bahay mo, kung matagal ka nang nakatira sa puso ko”

12. Pagatapos sunugin ang kanyang bahay, padalhan siya ng isang box ng posporo, Guitar brand. unahan ang kanyang galit at sabihin, “ayan ang posporo na ginamit ko sa pagsunog ng iyong bahay, match na tayo”

13. Sa kalagitnaan ng isang malupit na bagyo, pasalubungan sya ng “salbabida”, wag payong, o mainit na mami. Pag nagtanong bkt? ang isagot mo ay ” ayaw kong malunod ka sa pag mamahal ko.”

14. Pag pumayag na siyang makipagdate, dalhin mo siya sa canteen at huwag bibitawan ang kamay. Pag tinanong niya kung bakit, ituro mo yun sign na “don’t leave your valuables unattended”

Handang tumulong lagi,

-Bob Ong-

2009-05-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

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I like...

1. Paramore

2. reading

3. inky pens

4. frozen yogurt

5. Forever 21

6. Taylor Swift

7. texting

8. One Tree Hill

9. purple

10. dressing up

11. food

12. cute boys that can play guitar and sing well

13. staying out late

14. lemon squares

15. Jon and Kate Plus 8

16. bright-colored nail polish

17. love spell from victoria's secret

18. purchasing books

19. swedish fish

20. hugs

21. holding hands

22. meaningful conversations

23. writing

24. running

25. the sunset

26. san francisco

27. Rockband

28. Fridays

29. handwritten letters

30. surprises

31. seventeen magazine

32. laughing until i run out of breath

33. cute pickup lines

34. photography

35. skinny jeans

36. necklaces

37. late night calls

38. haircuts

39. singing in the shower

40. cereal for lunch

41. CHRISTMAS!

42. american eagle bras

43. the :) smiley

44. the macro effect on camera

45. sunny days

46. jamba juice

47. love

48. the smell of new books

49. 11:11 pm

50. wearing boys' jackets

[ Love from ServinSurveys dot multiply dot com ]

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"One day, the body asked the heart. The doctor cures me when I’m hurt. But who cures you when you’re hurt? The heart answered, I have to cure myself. Maybe that is why everyone has their own way of healing their hearts. They drink, smoke, sing, get angry, laugh and cry. They pour their heart out to friends, go on trips, make themselves busy and love again. But you know what the worst remedy people often do is? They just ignore the pain and pretend not hurt at all." - QUOTESBOX.blogspot.com

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KAILAN BA PASUKAN? haha.

bat di man lang kami iniinform?

JUNE 9 ba talaga? :D

Random Boldings

2009-05-11T04:59:00.001+08:00

TIME: 4:52 am.

feels like INSOMNIA. oooh. :))

1. I fiercely dislike the feeling of heartbreak.
2. Very rarely do I have nightmares.
3. I find history rather fascinating.
4. I have had an art course in the past. -- and in the present :p
5. I used to have a pen-pal.
6. I have contemplated the details of my hypothetical wedding.
7. ...And my hypothetical funeral, too.
8. I'm not afraid of dying; I'm more concerned about what comes post-death.
9. I read approximately 15-20+ books in a year.
10. I have rock-climbed before.
11. I have flown in an airplane before.
12. I've punched someone in the face before.
13. My handwriting is extremely neat.
14. I think it's a little stupid to say “I liked such&such before it was cool.”
15. ...It doesn't make you look cool by saying that. :/
16. I have climbed a giant sand dune.
17. I used to be bad ass at Hide and Go Seek.
18. There is a dirty dish in the same room as me.
19. I have received a text within the past 5 minutes.
20. I have spoken with my boyfriend today.
21. I absolutely hate writer's block.
22. I had the chicken pox when I was a baby.
23. I don't like (my) feet.
24. I have applied lotion in the past 24 hours.
25. I think some conservative views are bordering on ridiculous.
26. I prefer paper-back books to hard-cover. ß doesn’t matter.
27. I've read the entire Harry Potter series.
28. I have not read Twilight.
29. I have shoveled snow within the past month.
30. I have watched a movie that was longer than 4 hours.
31. When I make a grocery list, it almost always looks the same each and every time.
32. My favorite number is eight.
33. I make wishes on 11:11.
34. ...Even if I know they won't come true.
35. I have cursed in front of my parents. --and get scolded. :))
36. I have been in a car that was traveling faster than 120 mph.
37. I enjoy RPG/MMORPG games.
38. ...And Rhythm and Beat games, like DDR, Guitar Hero, and Rock Band.
39. My car is red.
40. I eat Ramen noodles ~~with chopsticks.~~
41. Spicy food = Love.
42. I've drawn something explicit in sand/snow.
43. I've jumped off of a swing while it was in motion.
44. I used to own a trampoline.
45. I don't mind sleeping out under the stars, as long as it's warm.
46. I prefer male vocalists to female vocalists.
47. If something I own has a cord, it's bound to get tangled.
48. I'm completely comfortable going down into the basement.
49. I don't think that the dark is scary.
50. I scream like a little bitch when I see a spider.

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♥Bold the ones you like, baby.

1. Right Round - Flo Rida
2. Dead and Gone - T.I. & Justin Timberlake
3. Crack a Bottle - Eminem & Dr. Dre
4. Poker Face - Lady Gaga
5. Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects
6. Kiss Me Thru The Phone - Soulja Boy feat.Sammie
7. My Life Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson
8. Heartless - Kanye West
9. Just Dance - Lady Gaga
10. Love Story - Taylor Swift
11. I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
12. Circus - Britney Spears
13. Single Ladies - Beyonce
14. You Found Me - The Fray
15. I Love College - Asher Roth
16. I Hate This Part - The Pussycat Dolls
17. Mad - Neyo
18. Beautiful - Akon, Colbie O'donnis & Kardinal Offishall
19. Viva La Vida - Coldplay
20. Thinking Of You - Katy Perry
21. Sober - P!nk
22. Diva - Beyonce
23. Untouched - The Veronicas
24. Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolph & Lil Wayne
25. Hot N Cold - Katy Perry
26. How Do You Sleep - Jessee McCartney
27. Dead and Gone - T.I. & Justin Timberlake
28. 1, 2, 3, 4 - Plain White T's
29. Turnin Me On - Keri Hilson feat. Lil Wayne
30. Blame Me - Jamie Foxx feat. T-pain
31. Halo - Beyonce
32. Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback
33. White Horse - Taylor Swift
34. Lucky - Jason Mraz & Colbie Callait
35. Prom Queen - Lil Wayne
36. Disturbia - Rihanna
37. Love Lockdown - Kanye West
38. Day 'N' Night - Kid Cudi
39. You Found Me - The Fray
40. Live Your Life - T.I.
41. Green Light - John Legend feat Andre 3000
42. Chasing Pavements - ADELE
43. Womanizer - Britney Spears
44. Fuck You - Lily Allen
45. Chicken Fried - Zac BrownBand
46. Right Now (Na Na Na) - Akon
47. So What - P!nk
48. I'm So Paid - Akon, Lil Wayne, and Young Jeezy
49. I'm On A Boat - The Loney Island
50. That's Not My Name - The Ting Tings

---

I went shopping today.
I need some new shoes.
I ate ice cream today.
I haven't had dinner yet.
I am arguing with my dad.
I am wearing short sleeves.
I'm drinking Pepsi or Coke.
My hair is pulled up.
My cheeks are really red.
I crack my knuckles often.
I held hands with someone recently.
I like tight jeans.
I have a pair of skinny jeans.
My socks are short.
I have a lot of tube socks.
I am very athletic.
I don't understand most sports.
I have asthma.
My hair needs washed.
I had an eyelash in my eye today.
My lips are chapped.
I need to tone up, badly.
I spent a lot of money recently.
I have my drivers license.
I love walking in the rain.
I don't care what people think of me.
I am disappointed in someone.
Today has been amazing so far.
My eyes are blue.
I am very pale.
I don't like wearing bright colors.
I don't mind socks & flip flops.
I have a really bad stomach ache.
I have had a sub sandwich recently.
I don't like pickles.
I hate the taste of mayonnaise.
I prefer salty foods to sweet foods.
I prefer vegetables to fruits.
I have a summer job.
I have heard of The Ting Tings.
I watched the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show this year.
I wish it was summer, right now.
I used to love the show Growing Pains.
....and/or Step by Step.
I hate Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus.
My camera battery needs charged.
I love staying in hotels.
I enjoy long car rides.
I hate paying tolls.
I don't like driving over bridges.

---

1. I'm sixteen years old.
2. I think Juno is a fantastic movie.
3. I am mad at someone right now.
4. I don't think that America's Funniest Home Videos is funny.
5. I have a pink cell phone.
6. I think that Kevin from the Jonas Brothers is underrated!
7. I have a Facebook.
8. I go to church every Sunday, or almost every Sunday.
9. I love wearing dresses and skirts - anything girly really.
10. I'm pretty sensitive, but I don't like to show my emotions in front of people.
11. I have moved before, and I thought it was a horrible experience at the time, but now I'm happy that it happened.
12. I love VitaminWater.
13. XXX is my favorite flavor of it, actually.
14. I have a gym membership.
15. I have read a novel by Nicholas Sparks.
16. And I loved it.
17. I'm too hard on myself.
18. I do not currently have a job.
19. I don't have THAT many friends, but the ones that I do have are amazing. :]
20. I can name all 43 of the American presidents in chronological order.
21. I have taken the SAT already.
22. Class of 2009 babyyy!
23. One of my friends is obnoxiously spoiled.
24. My first pet was a dog.
25. I have lived in any of the following states: Connecticut, Virginia, Texas.
26. I am going on a vacation sometime soon.
27. I've been to New York City, and I loved it!
28. I prefer the ocean to a swimming pool.
29. I have summer reading this summer.
30. I take AP classes.
31. Math is my worst subject.
32. I have recently lost respect for someone.
33. I think that Caitlin is the best spelling of the name! ;]
34. I'm German.
35. I hate abortion.
36. If I got pregnant, I would keep the baby and raise it as my own, even though it would be tough.
37. I don't have a crush on anybody or have a boyfriend.
38. Sometimes I drink hot chocolate, even when it's hot outside.
39. I have never been to California.
40. My political stance is conservative.
41. I want John McCain to win in the 2008 presidential elections.
42. My bedroom is not painted.
43. I want to redecorate my bedroom.
44. I try not to care what other people think about me.
45. I'm fascinated by the Holocaust.
46. I think that the people who deny that the Holocaust happened are ignorant.
47. I think racism is so stupid
48. I don't like pie.
49. I got up early this morning. :[ -- haven't sleep yet. :D
50. I like the song "If I Never See Your Face Again" by Maroon 5 featuring Rihanna.
51. I'm wearing a pink shirt.
52. I like hardcore scary movies, but I can't stand the cheesy recent ones.
53. I actually don't like romantic comedies.
54. James Franco is a great actor, not to mention really hot.
55. My neighbors are really nice.
56. I live in a rich, somewhat stuck-up town.
57. I have a lot of little decorations that my mom puts all over the house.
58. Something in my room came from another country.
59. I, however, have never been outside of the country.
60. This was a good survey. :]

---

I have been on a cruise.
I like rock candy.
I have a Gameboy.
I own a lot of shoes.
I use AIM.
I get good grades.
I love my friends.
I have been to a Bat/Bar Mitzvah.
I have been to Europe.
I have a trampoline.
I have played beach volleyball.
I love music.
I have seen Donnie Darko.
I take a lot of pictures.
I have read all the Harry Potter books.
I like to read.
I wish it were summer.
I love concerts.
I have a boat.
I love to dance.
I don't mind sleep.
I hate to admit it, but money makes me happy.
I love to shop.
I don't like when people copy things off of me.
I like to bake.
I like to color.
I love parties.
I have a dog.
I wear makeup often.
I like attention.
I enjoy old school Green Day.
My parents are divorced.
I've pulled an all nighter.
I have a lighter in my back pocket.
There is a "7" in the time right now.
I am wearing 3+ bracelets.
I have seen The Simple Life.
My favourite color is green.
Yo hablo espanol. -- kinda. still learning from my dad. :D
I have a Pez dispenser.
I've seen the All American Rejects video for "Move Along".
I've been out of the country on more than one occasion.
I own something from H&M.
I have solved a Rubik's cube.
I've been piss drunk before.
I have been shot with a paintball gun.
I prefer pens to pencils.
I have school tomorrow.
I am on a sports team.
I have more than one pair of sunglasses.
I am wearing a skirt.
The last movie I saw in theaters sucked.
Summer is the best season.
It is dark outside.
I plan on sneaking out tonight.
I own a bong.
I can play the piano.
I am listening to music.
I should be doing homework.
I am home alone.
I smoke.
I have 10 fingers.
I own an iPod.
I am in my room.
I have an older sibling.
I wish I had an older sibling.
It's sunny outside.
I have been to the mall this week.
I don't like fast food.
Panda Express is the best.
I am facing a window.
I have plans for today.
I am wearing pajamas.
I have a pool.
My parents have plans to move within the next 5 years.
I wouldn't mind moving.
I am watching TV.
I have shoplifted before.
I am going to take a shower soon.
I take pictures of myself for my web page.
I used to have a Sit n Spin.
I watch VH1.
MTV has the fakest shows.
I watch them anyway.
I am going on vacation with my friends this summer.
I am in Jr. High School or High School.
I will be in a different school next year.
I am wearing socks.
I have more than 20 pairs of shoes.
I keep track of my weight.
I drool when I sleep.
This survey was satisfying.

---

1. I don't believe in mascara
2. I don't want to get married
3. I want to have children someday
4. My heart has been broken too many times
5. I use '&' instead of typing out the word 'and'
6. I'm a big fan of lists
7. People who take advantage of others make me scream
8. My heart is bigger than my head
9. I like guys & girls, but mostly guys
10. I'm currently hungry
11. I often crave tacos
12. I love Italian food
13. Sour gummy worms? Yes, please!
14. My iPod is my lover
15. I have 3 best friends
16. I'm fascinated by guns
17. I've been suspended from school
18. I cry when I'm angry
19. I think about sex more than I'd like to admit
20. I'm a camera whore
21. I think I'm ugly
22. I have freckles
23. I've never smoked
24. I like mushrooms on my pizza
25. I want bigger boobs
26. I shoplift every so often
27. I make collages out of old magazines
28. I adore necklaces
29. My mom & I are very close
30. My grandpa has the best cooking
31. I need to stop sleeping during class
32. My problem area is my stomach AND THIGHS, ew
33. I look fat in a lot of my pictures
34. I lost faith in love -- HAHA. :p
35. I know how to read palms
36. I love the smell of coffee
37. Mi Espanol es muy mal
38. I tend to call people 'penises'
41. I wish I could get paid to take surveys
42. I'm afraid of college
43. I like the feeling of a plane taking off
44. I've never been on a cruise
45. Japan & Italy? I want to go to those places someday.
46. I have European blood
47. I'm mostly Asian
48. I was born in America
49. My middle name is my mother's name
50. I have the names for my kids picked out already
51. My favorite 'little kid' cartoon is Fairly Odd Parents
52. I'm a virgin. SO WHAT?!
53. I still talk to most of my exes
54. I like throwing things
55. I cuss more than I should
56. I'm loud
58. I named my boobs
59. My blood type is O
60. I can be painfully immature at times
61. I have a younger sibling
62. I love romantic comedies
63. Certain songs make me teary-eyed
64. I like many types of sandwiches
65. Raw onions gross me out
67. The smell of ketchup makes me gag
68. I like singing
69. I can't dance
70. I can spend the whole day in my bed with a good book

Look at me mom, you're my no. ONE. :D

2009-05-10T15:30:00.003+08:00

I love the vector by Francesca.

Happy Mother's Day to all the moms in the world especially to mine. Nothing compares to the sacrifices and great love they always give us so let's all give them real big hugs and kisses for this very special day. :D

:o

2009-05-02T13:48:00.010+08:00

I was net surfing and actually hunting down possible blockmates. Haha. Sabi nga ni Lylet, we have a month to find someone from our respective blocksection. Whoo. Wish me luck. I've met fellow incoming freshman in CFAD taking Advertising but they're in different blocks. Sayang.

Anyway, I found this on net.

Buhay Fine Arts from: http://iago.blog.friendster.com/2008/11/buhay-fine-arts/

Pag gumagawa ng plate

Pag nakalusot sa guard

Pag may MINOR CLASS

Pag 30 mins. late na ang prof pero biglang pumasok

Pag wala talagang prof

Pag may natapos agad na plate

Pag malapit na maguwian

Pag walang pasok o suspended ang class

Pag tambak ng plates.

Pag maaga ang deadline

Pag di umabot sa deadline

Pag umi- EPAL ang MINOR SUBJECT

Pag craming magreview for exams sa lecture class

Pag Siningko ng PROF.

Pag NDI NA-ENDORSE sa THESIS

Pag bumagsak sa subject

Pag pina-revise ang plate

Pag BUHAY THESIS

Pag si █ █ █ █ ang prof. mo

Pag gusto mong bigyan ng leksyon ang prof mo

***

Is this for real? Haha. I guess I'll be back to my old highschool routine then. I better refill our chocolates and coffee stocks here at home because I'll surely devour everything once school starts again. Wish all CFAD students luck with all the hectic schedules, expensive materials, never-ending plates, tiring and sleepless nights.

2009-04-30T11:32:00.004+08:00

When insomnia strikes and boredom follows, time to do something productive. I really need to hone my photoshop editing skills so I'll be ready on college. :D My camera and sketchbook are always within my reach these past few days. NagpapakaFine Arts student na talaga ako ngayon.

Haha. So what do you think? COMMENTS PLEASE. :D

i miss this. :(

2009-04-28T03:10:00.000+08:00

LATE POST

2009-04-27T14:46:00.002+08:00

I read Anna's post the other day. Wala lang. Parang Slumdog Millionaire lang aa. It's DESTINY. Haha. Aiyee. Si Best oh nagdadrama ulet. ^^

▪ Hindi din siguro ako nagkaroon ng isang baliw na BestFriend. Kung lumipat ako makakahanap ba ako ng ganyan kabaliw at kakontrabida na Bestfriend? feeling ko hindi. haha. Love you, Best/ Malandurr! Mwah!

Naks. Baliw at kontrabida daw. True. True. Sa bagay. As I said before, it's my purpose in life to torment you, my dear. Haha. Kidding. :p Ily too Best.

Siguro hindi din ako naging MALANDERR kung hindi ko sila nakilala. haha.

MALANDERR KA TALAGA. :))

***

Gah. I want to watch Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, Slumdog Millionaire and Across the Universe again. But it takes time for it to fully load in the net. I guess I'll just buy DVDs once I get the chance. Or if anyone is kind enough to buy me one or lend me one, thank you in advance. :D

***

I'll be back later -- 3:45 PM

Go Uste. Go Uste. Go Uste. Go. Go. Go. :D

2009-04-23T20:50:00.003+08:00

I am an OFFICIAL THOMASIAN na.

Haha. Nakapagenroll na din at last. And I was too giddy I almost trip on my way out the Seminary Gym. Nagiging clumsy na naman ako. Haha. Buti si Kuya Guard lang nakakita. I was approaching him to ask if after ng encoding, I can proceed na sa Main Building. Haha.

Anyway, I saw Asahi there. He was waiting for MM. Haha. Wala lang. I just miss my pandaaaa. :) I wasn't able to see Kam. Kasi naman. Her sched said her enrollment is on 11 o'clock daw, dumating pala s'ya magtutwelve na. Haha. And it just so happens that my parents are too excited we were two hours early. :))

The sad part is my PE course. Aww. I really, really wanted to take up Football. But when I checked the list of PE schedules, wala naman. Sakit sa kalooban. I thought it's a dream come true na. I was so excited pa naman. Then wala. :((

And guess what I have a pamatay na sched. I'm free on Tuesday though so I put my PE there.

DAY	SUBJECT	TIME (FROM)	TIME (TO)	ROOM #
Monday	FIL101	7:00 AM	10:00 AM	302
	ARTHIST1	10:00 AM	1:00 PM	302
	ENG1	2:00 AM	5:00	302

Tuesday	Basic V-ball	9:00 AM	11:00 AM	MFVC1

Wednesday	MAT1	7:00 AM	9:00 AM	103
	MAT1	9:00 AM	12:00 PM	103
	PHC	1:00 PM	3:00 PM	703
	THY1	3:00 PM	4:00 PM	703

Thursday	VP	7:00 AM	9:00 AM	703
		9:00 AM	12:00 PM	703
	TECH1	12:00 PM	2:00 PM	ARCH B
		2:00 PM	5:00	ARCH B

Friday	MDRPERS	7:00 AM	9:00 AM	703
		9:00 AM	12:00 PM	703
	PHC	1:00 PM	2:00 PM	302
	THY1	2:00 PM	4:00 PM	405

SEE. I have a whole day class almost everyday. And I don't even have a free time on Thursday. At least I have a reason to take the LRT everyday. Haha. Aliw sumakay dun ee. It's been like 10 years, or more since I last took a ride there. :D Mamememorize ko siguro in 1 or 2 days yung mga stations. :))

Anyway, I already have my uniform. Whoo. I tried it on once I got home and shit I'm so excited to wear it na on the first day. I like our uniform. We don't look like highschool students at all. Haha. It's a white blouse and black pants. But I heard we have the liberty to wear skirt if we want. :D Ooh. Asteeeeg. :))

***

I kinda need some help here. Haha. Di ko magets subjects ko.

What the hell are VP, PHC, MDRPER, ARTHIST1, TECH? :O

We didn't miss it. This is it. C'mon. - Nick

2009-04-20T04:44:00.005+08:00

I finished watching Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. I've been searching the net for weeks looking for any website where I can watch movies online. Thanks Bojo for telling my about TVshack.net.

Haha. Chatted with Junnel a bit about the film. He saw my status (watching: Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist. :D) and PM me, saying, "Astig yan". We had a good laugh about a certain comfortroom scene that involves Caroline, puke, cellphone and that yucky bubble gum. Gawd, I was like, "Eww. That is SO digusting. LMAO." Haha. Laughtrip. And Norah even ate it when Caroline gave it to her. wth. :))

It is one of my fave na rin. :)

***

I really, really miss my Kuhlaire-bear. She's our Physics teacher, Sir Noel's youngest daughter we all adore. Haha. Because she was so cute, chubby, so fun to hug and talked to because she usually speak in English. :)

She kept calling me last night in YM, but I was busy downloading the movie. Then she sent me a Voice Message. I was tempted to ignore it muna. But decided against it and listened. And I was so touch and I really, really want to hug her so much when I heard the whole message.

Voice Message from Klaire Pabalan:

(background music: intro of Love Story by Taylor Swift) Hello. Hi. Hmmm. I'm missing you. I miss you, Ate Portia. (Then she start singing with the music. As in the whole song.) Love it. Bye.

Aww. It wa soooooooooo CUTE. :D Isn't she the sweetest? I love her so much. :D

***

I am at this moment slowly distancing myself from someone else life.

I've deleted every messages and chat history. Time to move on, I guess.

I will be searching for my Lonely Boy somewhere else. :p

***

Broken Strings by James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me now I can't feel anything
When I love you, it's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking, it's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings, you can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts and lies worse. How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing, we are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

You can't play on broken strings, you can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts and lies worse. How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire when there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)

You can't play on broken strings, you can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel I can't tell you something that ain't real
Well the truth hurts and lies worse. How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again.

Never Ever by Ciara

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

I know you think that I just be trippin' on ya
Boy you see, this ain't how I normally be
But I can't help this jealousy
Ooh it's taking over me, ooh I'm falling way to deep
Without you by my side I feel like I can't eat or sleep

But I, gotta come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

Baby, I can't help but fantasize
Wondering what it might be like
You and I sound so right
But I'mma let it go tonight, Ain't nothin'
Coverin' my eyes
Ain't gotta see it more than twice
I get it, I got it
Baby, baby

But I, gotta come down to earth, I don't wanna
But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna
And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be
That's why I tell myself
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you
If that boy don't love you by now
He will never ever, never ever love you
He will never ever, never ever love you

AMATS. :p

2009-04-17T22:51:00.003+08:00

Yown. Haha. Woke up this morning with a slight headache. I don't know if it's a hangover but hello. Red and White wine lang naman yun ee. I don't like San Mig light, I still prefer Red Horse kasi. Kaya I didn't drink it.

***

Had fun with the drinking game yesterday.
Haha. Laughtrip.

See the video on facebook.
http://www.facebook.com/p.php?i=1605094401&k=R2FXP2VR3X2M5AMDYE24RT.
This was taken by Bojo. I'll upload mine later. Haha. :))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEA. :)

***

I am now having inuman with my parents. Whooo. Buti na lang, something to take my mind off with my dilema. Liquors are my comfort drinks at this moment. :p But I am so not going to be a lasingera or anything. Just something I enjoy doing pero di sosobra.

You're the reason that I breathe. JAI HO. :)

2009-04-15T00:58:00.005+08:00

I just finished watching Slumdog Millionaire.
New favorite movie. I so love it.
It was so sweet.

***

I had another weird dream this morning. I dreamt that M's pic in YM and Friendster is the one taken in our gradball with Los. He has a sad face in his stat. And everytime I would ask him about it laging nauudlot.

Shet. Watta dream. I woke up and almost laugh until I notice my mom was inside my room. Baka akalain BALIW na talaga ako. :))

***

My dream is getting weirder and weirder now that I am now sleeping very late. Or should I say early morning. Haha. Geez. First that freakin' shocking dream, then the cheating one, and another weird one and now this.

***

Shoot.

I am now back to my second year routine of sleeping very early in the morning and waking up after 3 hours of sleep. It feels like history is repeating itself and I'm being an EMO shit once again. Dammit.

***

I have this sudden urge to get drunk.

Anyone would like to join me in my momentary misery?
Inuman tayo. ^^

AMATS.

I'm waiting for that final moment you'll say the words that I can't say

2009-04-09T23:27:00.007+08:00

What is it with people acting weird nowadays? Hay nakoo. And I'm feeling depress with no plausible reason at all. I am now craving dark chocos and skittles, so much for losing weight. ^^, Bah. Whatever. I'm really feeling emo-ish and I get easily irritated too.

I feel like shouting and all. Even my parents are getting on my nerves with their constant nagging about my lovelife. WTH. WALA nga ee. Zero. Just because Kam said something about Los and stuff. Fuck. There is nothing going on between us. NOTHING. I am perfectly happy and contented at this moment searching for my LONELY BOY.

And who would that be? Haha. :D

Idagdag pa ang pagurge saken na matulog ng maaga. Parents, sometimes they don't get me at all. INSOMNIA, remember? Tss. Dagdag ka pa Los. :|

Last night...

Por: "Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost nd confused" -- Paulo Coelho.
B & malanderr - goodmornight. lowbat n q. :| txt you guys l8er. :D
G0odmornight everyone. ^^
GM.

Los: Gcng k pdn

Los: M2log k na

Por: M2log k na - opo. :p

Opo but I didn't. Haha. I really couldn't sleep at all. Naaliw ako magsulat sa journal ulet ee. Haha. I've stopped doing that for half a year. Tinamad na ko and I have no time. But now I have the time to do it again. :D

Anyway, nagtext ulet this morning. Nakoo.

Los: :-p

Por: :p din. :)

Los: Hehe..musta?

Por: Okie lang naman. :) y0u?

Los: Ok lng dn.. Nu oras k n2log?

Por: Umm. 1:30. Haha. :)

Los: Sb q m2lg n eh

Por: Di pa ko inaantok ee. At least mas maaga sa normal qng tulog. :P

Los: D pa normal un? Langyang yan..

Por: Haha. :D

Los: Haha k jn.

Hay nakoo. Anu ba meron at pinapatulog niyo ko ng maaga. I know I won't grow na so what the hell. Bahala kayo. :p I shall enjoy my sleepless nights. Haha. :D

***

OH WELL.

I learned two bad news, one for B and one for S.
Hay. Fuck this shit. B.ARS. talaga.

***

"There are things that you don't want to continue, but you are afraid to end it. It's just like you don't want to expect anything, but you're still willing to WAIT" -- Kuya Gino.

Tama, Kuya G, TAMA.

***

"WHAT THE HEAVEN!" - Ms. Mine

I've been swearing a lot lately. Have you seen my previous posts? There were a lot of shits, fucks, wth's and wtf's. Haha. Aaaah. The effects of being bored and stuck at home in this freakin' hot season. Shit.

Oh, what the hell.

***

OO matutulog na. Kulit. :p

2009-04-08T13:31:00.007+08:00

"Kung dalawa mahal mo, piliin mo yung pangalawa.
Kasi, hindi ka naman magmamahal ng iba kung mahal mo talaga yung una."
-- BOB ONG

Sana may natamaan sa GM ko. Haha. :))
Diba B? :

***

I'm currently uploading photos and fixing my albums in friendster.
Haha. Naloloka ako. Ang gulo.

Anyway, sorry for the crappy update.
Nothing special happened YET. Haha.

***

Di na ko makatakas pag gabi.
Hinihiram ng dad ko yung laptop.
No PUYAT SESSIONS for me for the mean time.
^^
Damn.

Give me a fraction of your heart.

2009-04-06T02:11:00.004+08:00

Me plus you, I'll take that number.
Multiply your smile, minus the drama.
Give me a fraction of your heart.
I'll solve your problems.
Now put that together.
We make up a perfect equation, equation, equation.
Me and you make up a perfect equation, equation, equation.
Me and you make up a perfect equation.

Equation - Ryon Lovett

Another song he introduced to me. Ang daming alam. Haha. Wala lang. NaLSS na naman ako.

***

I finally cleaned my room. Shit, you should have seen all those crap. Haha. It gave me a lot of head ache. I have lots of papers to throw because of all the excess files of SEB and all. Including all the papers and other things I won't be needed. Shit. It damn gave me a migraine. Wth.

But at least my room is cleaner now than before. And I have lots of space na, unlike last time I have so many things na nakatambak sa gilid. Haha. Whoo.

***

Heaven.

Haha. I just watched THE FINAL SET in GMA. Shit. THE ELY BUENDIA dazzled me once again. Putik. Ang HOT especially when he was wearing shades. And nainlove na naman ako sa kanya. Shit. Eheads hangover. No, ELY hangover.

Por to An: Hoy, off limits na si ELY MY LOVE. Kaya nga nagdivorce sila ni Dianne dahil saken ee. ^^

And ikaw Louis. Wag kang mangagaw. Haha. Magsscam ulet ako at ilalantad ko ulet secret fascination mo ee. Haha. :p

***

Puyatan sessions ulet with Bojo, Louis and Jonica kahit nasermonan sandali. Haha. Bahala ka Los, may insomnia ako ee. And no, I'm not Craig David. What the hell, ang corny mo. Hmmmp. Tinulugan mo pa ko. I won't share my skittles to you. :p

Damn. Damn. I might be over my head

2009-04-03T14:19:00.011+08:00

Gahd. I really miss VPS. Shit.

I went there this morning to get my pershing cap from Kristine, get the yearbook and graduation photos. The moment I stepped inside, boom, nostalgia follows. I really can't believe I won't be able to walk in the school corridor as a student anymore. Graduation marks us as an alumni and yet I feel like some part of me is not yet ready to leave the second home I had for 5 years. :((

***

TXT MSG.

An: mahrap pumapel s buhay ng tao. lalo n kung d ikaw ung bida s script n pinili niya. gandang tangali! :-) bored. :-) GM

Por: MADRAMA.

An: Ndi aku mdrama. ganyan lng tlga mga gm ku. mas mdrama k n nga mgGM s'kn ngaun eh. Hahaha.

Por: haha. di rin. :)

An: Hahaha. oo kya!:-D

Por: haha. kasalanan ni LONELY BOY yun. hinwaan aq maging EMO ulet. :))

An: Naku! umiiral nnman yng kalandian mu. Tsk3. hahaha. :-D

Por: haha. gaga. ikaw may dahilan ng kalandian ko. and excuse me xa nanlalandi saken ndi aq.

An: weehh..ngpapalandi k nman! hahaha. :-)

Por: haha. yun yun ee. :)

An: Haha. tignan mu nga! MALANDURR!:-D

Por: Yun ang di q dinedeny. Mas malandi xa, xa naguumpisa ee. Haha.

An: Haha. :-)

***

Dan's party.

SUPER AWKWARD.
As in. Intrigahin ba naman kami.

JP: "Nung gradball talaga. Pagtingin ko. AYYYYY!"

Kam, Mitch, and Kev: "Usap tayo. Kasi ayaw magusap ng mga amo naten. (Holding Dan's give away gifts)"

***

You are so dead, B.
How could you do this to me? Gaga.
Pati ba naman sa parents ko ipagkakalat mo ang issue na yan.
Di nila ako tinitigilan intrigahin dahil sa'yo ee. :(
WTF.

You're pissed off supersister, S.

***

So that's why he's like that.
Magkasama pala sila kahapon.
Shit. What a weird talk.

***

He asked me if I know the song "Over My Head" by NeYo. I told him it sounds familiar and asked why. He just smiled and said, "Nothing." I got curious and listened to it.

OVER MY HEAD by NEYO

So I had someone. You had someone
Started off as nothing more than friends
But as time got spent
I started liking spending time with you
More than him

[Pre-Chorus]

And it wasn't what I meant to do
Started thinking about kissing you
Accidently. Accidently
Suddenly out of the blue
Guess you was thinking about it too
Cuz you kissed me
And he saw you
Damn. Damn.

[Chorus]

I might be over my head
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it
This is not what I expected
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it

[Verse 2]

So of course he started acting crazy
Wound up punching you right in the eye
He felt like a man. But I felt bad
So I called you later
To apologize

[Pre-Chorus]

And it wasn't what I meant to do
Started thinking about kissing you
Accidently. Accidently
Suddenly out of the blue
Guess you was thinking about it too
Cuz you kissed me
And he saw you
Damn. Damn.

[Chorus]

I might be over my head
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it
This is not what I expected
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it

[Verse 3]

This is so crazy
Yet so hard
They're fighting over me
In the front yard
I don't know who I should root for
But there's one thing I do know

[Chorus x2]

I might be over my head
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it
This is not what I expected
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it
I might be over my head
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it
This is not what I expected
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it

WATTA SONG. no comment na lang. :p

Nothing can stop me now

2009-04-02T15:25:00.007+08:00

Never EXPECT
because it will just HURT you
and leave you CONFUSED.

***

UST na talaga ako.
Wala na magagawa parents ko.
Haha. :))

***

Well, I just got home from UST.
I reserved my slot for the 1st semester.
Hah. On my own. It's an achievement. :)
Anyway, the enrollment is on April 23, 12 noon.

I will not wait for my UPLB slot anymore.
Thank you for the rules, my parents can't do anything about it.

MALANDERR and BLAIR WALDORF -- magkikita na tayo sa UST at last. :D

***

Someone's acting cold today. :(

Naman ee. :(

2009-03-31T21:51:00.004+08:00

Good night, P0rtia... :-*

wow. gabi na nagparamdan . :p

***

MALANDERR, damayan mo ko sa puyatan. Haha.
Have fun in Laguna. :D

***

Wag ka na sad, ako lang dapat malungkot. -- JCFLR
Tss. Whateverr.

***

Whoo. Nagparecon na din si Den.
Human Eco din. Haha.
Well, since we're both having seconds thoughts
because I still prefer UST and she prefers DLSU,
we had a deal that we'll both go to UPLB kung parehas kaming natanggap.
Haha. Instant classmate. :)

***

"3 words. 8 letters. Say it and I'm yours."
-- Blair Waldorf.

Watched Gossip Girl again.
Haha. I really can't help it.
I'm a ChuckBlair fan.
:))

shit happens

2009-03-30T12:46:00.010+08:00

UST or UPLB?

Shit.
Naguguluhan nakoo.
:(

Dumagdag pa kayong dalawa.

***

Dumadami na madramang tao ngayon aa.
Di lang nareplyan agad, nagtampo na.
Busy naman ngayon mag SF.

***

Hay nakoo. Sabi na nga ba ee.
There's something going on.
Why of all people, ako pa?
Ayoko na makasakit ng tao.
:(

***

Hotseat

2009-03-29T21:34:00.007+08:00

Wow aa. Maxado akong nahotseat bigla.

hoy.
wala nga ako tinatago ee.
ang kulit mo. :p

***

You were so sweet last night.

Cause I felt that you cared so much,
I even thought you wouldn't touch my hand,
and I really felt that I really had a date.

You make me feel better, especially last night.

Sana kasama kita.

WTF?

***

Hoy Bojo at King.
2 o'clock na ng madaling araw.
Istorbo kau aa.
Muntik na ko mahuli.
Patulog nako nun ee.

Kailangan niyo talaga iparinig lang saken
na kinakanta niya nanaman yung song.
:|

***

Best, thanks for the time.
Pasensya na sa kadramahan ko kanina. :p
And yes, pagiisipan ko talaga.
As I said before,
I still don't trust my feelings at this moment.

***

Ano bang meron at biglang
ang daming gumugulo sa buhay ko ngayon?
:(

This is the part we're we embrace the end

2009-03-28T19:36:00.011+08:00

I am now an official graduate of this batch school year 2008-2009.

Shit. This is it. In few months, I'll be a college student.
Anyway, since I have plenty of time in my hands now that school's over.
You are once again in for a very long post about my Graduation and Grad Ball.
:p

***

I actually woke up around 5. I had to rush my letter for my parents ee and ready myself for the big day. :p Haha. Let's just it's a very magulo morning at our house. And natatawa pa ako sa nareceive kong text. Wow aa. Nagulat ako. The night before the grad ball saka lang ako tinanong if he could be my date. WTH.

Anyway, I arrived around 8:30 at the church to show my parents and relatives where to sit and then I went to school. Medjo konti pa lang mga fourthyear. Nandun s'ya and medjo nailang ako. Does he even know what his question entails? Mas lalo pang lalaki yung issue samen ee. :| Ewan. Bahala na.

Anyway, the moment I put on the toga and the cap, wow. Dun ko na talaga nafeel ang pagiging graduate ko. Ang weird, parang ayaw na gusto ko. Haha. But I'm sure everyone feels the same. After all, we're all leaving behind the second home we had. :(

The Baccalaureate Mass went well. Buti na lang may Iwata sa choirbox, hindi kami mukhang wasted pagdating ng Graduating Ceremony. Haha. :D Yeah.

After the mass, medjo kinabahan na ko. M chatted with Best yesterday. He told her that there's a possibility that he'll attend our graduation. Shit. Wag naman sana. Pero gumaan loob ko when I didn't see him. Buti na lang talaga. :D

After the graduation, we ate at Max. I saw, Martin, Kamii, JD and Eloisa there. :D Haha.
Wala lang. I received my graduation gifts. Lots of cash. :D May panginom sa grad ball. Haha. And speaking of inom, my dad actually allowed me to drink. Haha. :p

***

Thea, Martin, Michael, Sir Dong and I went early in Cuba Libre to fix the designs and the centerpiece we made for the tables. We went there around 5, and after the signing of contract Thea and I changed into our dress. Syempre tuwang tuwa kami sa comfort room. May aircon kasi and pwedeng tambayan. :p

Paglabas namin nandun na si Los. Nailang ako ulet. Haha. Kasi naman ee, bigla biglaan na lang. And as expected, everyone assumed there is something going on. Wala naman talaga. I told them, parang friendly date lang yun but they won't believe me.

Whatever, like they would believe me after they saw him hold my hand. Sira kasi, may ganung factor pang nalalaman. Nakoo. :p But the weird part is when he started singing to me that song while we were dancing. Napatahimik ako ng konti, then just sing along with him na lang. I really don't know what to do ee, he is so weird that night.

But I really enjoyed it. Di na nga lang ako maxado na kainom. Tinamad ako gumastos ee. Nakisip na lang ako sa tequila ni Kam. Haha. And hati na lang kami sa Red Horse ni Los, pero xa din umubos. :p And speaking of inom, haha. BI kayo Jose Carlos F. La Rosa at Patricia Kamille T. Santos, pinainom niyo ko, sinabi ko lang na pwedeng pwede na ko uminom ee. :p Haha.

supersisterrs.
with thea

with Los.

***

Well, I would like to thank everyone for everything.
You guys made my high school life the best.

Thank you for the fun memories.

Mga katamaran naten at sa school ginagawa mga homeworks.
Mga pangtitrip, panggagangster, at trashtalk moments.
Mga rule breaking like pagdadala ng CP, kaen sa classroom at
ang walang kamatayang pangongopya.
Vanity, gossips, funny moments at kung anu man matripan naten.

Lahat-lahat that made my 5 years stay at VPS the most memorable in my life.

Thank you.

ROFLMAO

2009-03-24T23:36:00.006+08:00

This is it, Best. Ang hinihintay mong post. Haha. :D

Okaaay. I've been waiting the whole day for the time that I'll be able to post another blog. Masyado kasi akong naeexcite. May hidden dramang nanyayari that very few people are aware of. Haha. And, I've been laughing silently all day long. Masyado kasi naging laughtrip mga reaction ng mga readers concerning my previous blogpost. Haha.

Here are the replies on my friends reactions. :p

DEANN, hello sis. Yes. I know ang sad ng post ko last time. But that was supposed to be last month nung tinamaan ako ng nostalgia dahil pumunta s'ya sa school at naalala ko lahat-lahat bigla. Still, as I said in your PINK CHATBOX, that was 2 years ago. :) Natripan ko lang ipost kasi nakita ko nasa draft s'ya, sayang naman ang effort ko magtype at magpakadramatic, diba? Besides I guess it's time to open this issue up para wala na akong pasan na lihim pagdating sa college. :D

BEST. Hoy Anna Frael Nilo Texon. Haha. This the post you've been waiting for for the whole day. At wag ka na namang mantrip dahil I will tell you once again, WALA na talaga. Kung meron man, mafifeel ko naman yon pag nagkita kami which is only 25% possible na manyari. Basta, help me in wishing na hindi s'ya ang magpledge satin dahil maloloka ako sa graduation.

Sa lalaking may secret fascination sa boys nung bata. Haha. Joke lang LOUIS. Anong idol at faithful faithful sinasabi mo. Masyado kang nadadala sa post ko aa. :p And as you know, hindi ko alam at kahit tinanong ko na ang sarili ko, ang sabi rin niya hindi niya alam. Oh diba, may conversation pa ako sa sarili. :p

And last but definitely not the least.

To my ANONYMOUS FRIEND who has a crush on M.

Haha. Boom. Natamaan ako dun aa. To tell you the truth, akala ko hindi mo ako papansinin kanina. I was even expecting you na magdabog sa harap ko or something. You know, like what happened nung second year. :( But you didn't. Pero if you did, hah. Kukulitin kita ng kukulitin hanggang sa pansinin mo na ako. :p

Look, I'm sorry that you felt betrayed because I've kept all this from you before. As I've said in the controversial post (wow. :p), it was a sensitive topic for me. I refuse to talk about it at all and that was probably the only time I had the guts to talk about it. I never had the chance to open up this to you because I feared what your reaction will be. Somehow, natatakot akong mangyari ulet yung nanyari nung second year when you refused to talk to me at all because of that deal.

I decided to talk about it just now because I think it's really the time for me to let it all out. Parang goodbye ritual para sa school. I'll be leaving all the hurt and sadness behind and bring with me all the treasured memories I had from school.

Please understand that this is a personal thing that I decide to share and please don't take any offense or hold any grudge on me because of the secret I've kept from you. It is never my intention to hurt your feelings nor did I deemed that you'll react this way.

Peace tayo, friend! :)

***

My feet aches.
Went to MOA with my mom and dad.
I bought my shoes for Graduation and my bag for the Grad ball. :)

Giddy.

whaaa--

2009-03-23T02:32:00.005+08:00

Shit. He's online. :|
Just when my dream last night came flashing back.

Yes, of all people, I dreamed about him AGAIN. I desperately need to stop dreaming about him. Nakakapanghina kasi. And everytime I dream about him, a few days after, laging muntik na kami magkita and I don't want to see him again. Ever.

***

I stumbled upon a blog post I wasn't able to post here.
Kadramahan lang toh, so please bear with me. :)

February 2, 2009
Title: Cinderella with no shoe, and the prince that doesn't know he's lost.

M happened to dropped-by at school this morning. Fortunately, I didn't see him. I know it's been like 2 years since I've seen him, since I've actually talked to him, but the feeling of detachment lingers.

I'm still confused. Parang walang closure and it's funny because why would there be any closure when nothing really happened between us. But I know there was something. Something that we both felt, yet we both shyed away from it.

And the fact that I feel this way, is baffling to me.

Two years na pare. Even before he graduated and ventured to college, sabi ko I won't expect anything. Wala. Pero alam mo yun, unconciously umaasa ka pa rin kahit wala namang nanyayari.

Despite the signs, mga paramdam and stuff. Wala. I refuse to believe any of it until he would do something about it. Kahit pinamumukha na ng mga kaibigan ko na there is something from the simple and big things he would do for me to the knowing glances his friends usually gives when I'm around.

Kaso wala eh. I never really understand those things he did for me, because he won't say anything about it. I feel like naghihintay ako sa wala, na nagaasume na lang ako. Kaya ayon.

I thought, yun na yung love story na sinulat sakin ni Lord, hindi pa pala.

Nakakaloka dahil I tried forgetting him pero araw-araw naririnig ko yung codename ko sa kanya. Initially, s'ya agad naaalalako. Then minsan, out of nowhere, my friends would mention his name. It's as if, nasa paligid parin ang presensce niya. Sometimes, I wished HS life is over and I'm in college already because my school serves as one big reminder of him. It's as if every part of school was touched by him and I prefer not to stay in those time any more.

I was never vocal with whatever that's happening during those days and that's probably the reason they don't notice that M is still a sensitive topic for me. Kaya nga kanina, when a friend of mine who has a huge crush on him, came bursting in the classroom happily declaring that she had seen him getting his ate's year book and talked with her, parang napatigil yung mundo ko.

F: "Portia! Guess who kung sino nakita kong bumisita for like 5 minutes?"
Me: "Hmm.. who?"
F: " Si you-know-you."
Me: "Huh?"
F: "He visited to get his ate's yearbook. Ang saya-saya ko!"
Me: still confused "Umm..."sino bang wala na dito na may ateng kasabay naming grumaduate? then it clicked "OH, ahh. Okay"

Then I went back to work with matching a bit of dabog, just when I remembered she doesn't know anything about everything. Napa-stop ako bigla then forced a smiled at her. She looked at me weirdly and asked kung bakit. Of course I didn't said anything and just smiled. Napaka-pretender ko as always.

When she left me for a while, nanghina ako na naghahalo yung sadness at gumagana na naman yung defensiveness ko. And defensiveness means sa kanya ko ibabaling lahat na naman ng galit and sisi, just to forget my feelings. That's how I work, I forget my feelings by being angry with him without any plausible reasons. I'm just angry for that cause.

Sobrang nanghina ako, and once again I feel like clutching my heart dahil parang sumisikip. I was in the verge of tears again and I don't know why. Ganun na siguro ka sensitive yung topic about him and today was probably the first time I tried opening this topic again.

How can I get you out of my system M?
Gahd, hindi pa ba sapat ang nanyayari saken ngayon.
Pakshet pare. Nakakabanas.

Oh diba. MADRAMA.
Hey you, who has a crush on M. Peace tayo aa.
Never mentioned your name naman ee. :D

:)

2009-03-21T23:25:00.004+08:00

Ayos na laptop ko. Salamat Louis. :D
May dagdag ka ng pang sideline.
Aside from Taxi driver,
pwede ka nang Computer Technician.:p
Haha.

WILLY. :p

***

I had my haircut again after a week.
Oh diba, lakas ng trip ng mom ko.
Umiksi pa s'ya lalo with layered style.

***

I dropped by National Bookstore after my haircut while waiting for my mom.
Hah. I finally bought some books. :D

gangster

2009-03-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

Haha. For the first time, girls had the chance to bully boys. :D
Junnel, dapat kasi hindi ka basta basta natutulog sa sahig. :)
Gangster mode with Kam, Lala, Den, Michelle and Michael

***

Takas and foodtrip with Kam, Lala and Mitch.
Di naman kasi ako pinayagan mag workshop ee.
And Kuya Guard didn't even notice us leave. :))
Went to Noodle House then Tropical.

***

Hindi pa rin maayos laptop ko and
I wasn't able to say goodbye to my TWIN, Krystle. :(

:D

2009-03-19T03:20:00.003+08:00

Hah. I'm still awake.
I know I should be sleeping early since I don't have to worry much on school stuff but I can't resist it. I'm noctornal, what do you expect and insomnia takes over whether I like it or not.

Where are you sleepiness? I'm still wide awake.

imma shoot you with a bang

2009-03-18T22:46:00.007+08:00

Okay. I was practically shocked, to say the least.

I just heard a gun shot and I was close from actually seeing the man who pulled the trigger and ran inside ruins. Anna, Aira and I were about to exit the school. We were by the prefect's office when we heard the loud BANG.

The Texon sisters saw it happened, I didn't. And the teachers from the Grade school faculty and Ms. Neneth ran outside to get the students inside the school. Woah. Wala lang. That was so unexpected. Parang drama lang ahh. Nakakatawa nga lang because the others where all unaware at all, even Kam who were also near the main gate. She's busy with the love of her life. Haha. :p

***

Shet.
Kinalibutan talaga ako.
Why of all possible birthday give aways,
it has to be that snake-like eel.
Ugh.
The moment I saw it,
I was rooted in the spot.
The feeling of something crawling is there again.

Pakshet talaga.

***

drum rolls.

The deliberation results are out.
And shit, oh shit. I am so happy.
Ever since Kuya Mark Avila got that award last graduation,
I promised myself that I will get that award, one way or another

And I did.

I received the Best in Visual Arts.

And I even got an award for Most Outstanding Outreach Minister.
It' a calling. Haha. :)

Pure bliss. :D

***

Congratulations to the elected SEB officers and level representatives for S.Y. 2009-2010. Malapit na kayo magpledge at kami ay magiging officially terminated from our position.

Puteek. I'm gonna miss SEB. I've spent three years of my high school life in this student council and now aalis na ako. Aww.

***

When VANITY strikes.

Mitch, Thea, Kam and Portia
photographer: Michael Ayen
:D

***

:DDDDDDD

Why are there so many horny people in the world.

Louis: OMG!!!!
Louis: MY GASH!!!!
Louis: TAE!
Louis: BWISIT
Louis: ANG LANDI NYA
Portia: owkaaaay?
Louis: I MEAN
Louis: HORNY PALA
Louis: !!!!!!!
Portia: wow. haha.
Louis: TINANONG NYA KUNG VIRGIN PA AKO
Louis: TAS SABI NYA SHE LIKES VIRGIN
Portia: =))
Louis: my god!!!!
Portia: =))
Portia: anu pa sabi nya?
Louis: my god!!!
Louis: portia!!!
Louis: malibog xa
Louis: tumawag xa sakin tas mey pinarinig xa sakin ni parang sex clip
Louis: :((
Porti: :))
Portia: aww. violated ka na louis.
Louis: as in mga umuungol na babae narinig ko
---
Portia: kawawa ka naman.
Portia: naharassed sa net. tsktsk.
Louis: pramis.
Louis: tae
---
Portia: haha. ok lang yan
Louis: hindi eh
Louis: i feel abused
Louis: :|
Louis: bwisit
Portia: isipin mo n lang, at least sa net lang at hindi physically abused.
Louis: ehh
Louis: nakakainis
---
Louis: naiinis ako,grabe..
Portia: haha. chill lang.
Portia: wala tayong magagawa kung maraming horny sa mundo.
Louis: thank god hindi ka kasama dun
Louis: :))
Portia: haha.
Louis: :))
Louis: nawalan ako ng gana tuloy.
Portia: aww. kapanghina ba?
Louis: medyo
Louis: kasi naman
Louis: nakakabwisit eh
---
Louis: tignan mo huli nyang sinabi
Louis: shaiza del monte (3/19/2009 12:07:36 AM): wassap foooll !!!
shaiza del monte (3/19/2009 12:07:42 AM): ,,|,,=[/';
Portia: shet.
Portia: haha.

Haha. Syempre tawa lang ako ng tawa sa kanya. My poor friend.
Kawawa ka naman Louis, you've been violated and harrassed on the net.
Pero laughtrip talaga eh. :p

GO BINGO.

2009-03-14T16:07:00.000+08:00

2 na lang, may 26,000 na sana akooo. SAYANG.

My Batang Kids :)

2009-03-14T01:03:00.002+08:00

I remember last week when I visited Arvin, it turns out na wala s'ya.

Nataranta ako kasi, wala na ko project. Haha. Buti na lang may kaparehas akong nawawala din ang alaga. Nice one Louie. We told Sr. Fides and she gave us new kids. She gave me Kat and she gave Louie Kat's little brother, M.

Then I suddenly saw Melchor. :DDDDD Aww. Just in time to learn that the siblings won't be here in Paranaque for the whole week. Boom. And so I told sister about it once again. She told us to pick another child. Haha. S'yempre nag agawan kami ni Louie kay Melchor. Mas sumama s'ya sakin. Haha.

But I really want Kat to be my "Batang Kid" as we all like to call our alaga. I mean who wouldn't if she's that sweet. Hinabol pa niya ako and begged, "Ate Portia, ako na lang alaga mo. Kami na lang ni Melchor." Aww. I was so confused whom I should choose. I would really like her to be my alaga.

Then the next day at our CL class, Sr. Fides told me that hinabol pa daw si'ya ni Kat hanggang gate to beg once again. She even told Sr. that she won't come with her parents. Aww. And Junnel even asked me kung anong gayuman ginamit ko kay Kat at ganon kaagad kaattached ung bata sa'kin.

I made up my mind. Si Kat na talaga. My only problem is, nandun kaya s'ya.

Pero today when I went to Dela Rama.
Wala si Kat. Umuwi talaga sa province. :(
But, I finally sawArvin. Yeah. :D
Mahiyain pa rin.

Updates part un

2009-03-13T12:19:00.001+08:00

Hello. Yes, I know. Two weeks of no updates except for that one senseless post last March 7. Anyway, I am now finally free of heavy burdens. That's why I am here, posting once again. And I have lots of good news. So yeah, be ready for another long post. :D

***

I miraculously survived our periodical tests in Physics and Trigonometry. I don't know what's up with Sir Noel for giving us a test that covers all the lessons from First Quarter to Fourth, but at least I survived and I was able to answer everything. Well with a great teacher with the name of Noel Pabalan, these two subjects are easy to understand. Haha.

My only problem is Advance Algebra. I studied hard for this, but I have this feeling that I will fail miserably in this test. It's a weird thing that usually happens to me whenever I study hard for a subject. If I study hard, I fail. If I don't, I pass with flying colors. Strange.

***
March 9, 2009 -- Batch 2 presentation for defense. Boom.

The moment Ms. Millette and Ms. Angel said, "Congratulations!" I was able to breathe properly. In my mind, I am mentally jumping with joy and screaming: Magmamarcha na akoooo.

Yeah. And so my big CROSS, as what Sr. Fides calls our problem, which is our thesis is finally over the hardest stage. The DEFENSE. We passed with some revisions, but at least we passed. We actually passed. :D And Ms. Millete and Ms. Angel congratulated us for our data gathering tha involves a video of every assessment test for out data. According to them, that's what college students usually do in their thesis, unlike the usual HS routine of conducting surveys.

I so love you Ms. JO. Thank you so much for being our thesis adviser. Even though you weren't abe to come in our defense, thank you for the prayers and guidance.

***

March 10 - ACP Graduation

The last day of our hard earned officership. We graduated at last and I am now an alumni officer of ACP. Somehow I feel relieved that I am now free of responsibility as a Flightleader, but the I can't help but feel sad thinking that I am now stripped off of my position I have learned to love and treasure.

The good part is the two awards I received.

Booyeah. :D

***

We have no classes last Wednesday because of the NAT of the second year.
We were supposed to be visiting my grandparents but there has a been a change of plans.
So we decided to go out na lang and went to Festival Mall.

OH EM GEE. I just saw the Sony Vaio Notebook, and I was like, "ZOMFG. That is my dream Notebook over there!"I touched it even for a few seconds and I was in bliss. Haha. Shet.

I also had my haircut, and I finally bought a laptop case because the previous one was damaged. Comfort, at last. :)

***

March 12 && 13 - Experience real life drama.

WARNING: Major ramblings

FOR DCS.

You said: "Dinadaan niyo kasi sa init ng ulo ehh." sabay dabog

I was so controlling my anger that day. F*ck.
Napapatawa ka ba? Eh ikaw nga diyan nagwalkout, di naman kailangan.
Okay lang nung si Giane ung nag walkout kasi siya nabastos, pero ikaw.
Hah. Kabanas. Sobrang nakakairita.

Parehas tayong VP ng VPSCA, pwede ba 'wag mo solohin lahat.
And for your information, magreport ka man lang kay Kam.
Para kaming tanga, walang kaalam-alam sa nanyayari kasi hindi kayo nagrereport.

And kami pa lumalabas na may kasalanan. WTF?
Inuuna mo na naman ang girlfriend mong walang ginawa kung hindi irapan ng irapan kami.
Sana man lang pagmeeting umattend ka sa oras dahil officer ka. Kailangan ka pa ba namin tawagin bago ka umattend.

And lastly, hindi ka na commelect sa SEB elections ahh. Sabing bawal seniors sumali sa campaign, especially kung part ka ng SEB. Ilang beses ka ba namin pagsasabihan. Ang kulit mo rin nohh. And what's up with the batch shirts? I know you sponsored our shirt but sana man lang hindi mo pinagamit sa iba diba. Do they look like seniors to you, and nakukuha pa nila magyabang na Senioritas na daw sila.

AMFF. >:(

***

Updates part deux

2009-03-13T00:44:00.001+08:00

"Naiilang ka ba sa'kin?"

Umm. Bat ako maiilang sa'yo?
What's up with your weird questions anyway?
Ang weird.

***

YELLOW TIGER? or SKOLAR NG BAYAN?

My tita visited last week and she reviewed all my letters from UP, UST, ADMU, DLSU and DLS-CSB. She evaluated everything and insist that I should still try UP even if I didn't passed the UPCAT. She recommended that I should try UPLB, just to serve as my stepping stone and after I get that 33 units, I can ask for transfer in Diliman to take up Fine Arts.

And today, my parents went to LB to see if I could get in with my UPG of 2.5. My tita accompanied them since she's an alumni from UPLB. I wanted to get in Development Communication unfortunately, I wasn't able to meet the cut-off. My general UPG is actually high, because their cutoff is 2.7 or2.8 but they have individual cut-off per subject and my Math score wasn't able to meet it. Too bad.

But, I can still get in with Human Ecology which is somewhat equivalent to Psycholgy. Mataas daw kasi UPG ko, di lang talaga umabot. Haha. I just really need to get into UP through LB and transfer to Fine Arts. One year na tiis, kaya yan. Anyway, I'm sure I'm gonna enjoy there.

I need to report back on May 5 to know if I could really get in get my schedule of interview. Whoo. Wish me luck people. I won't surely pass this opportunity.

Cross-fingers.

***

I am nervous, seriously anxious of whatever the outcome of our deliberation is.
I was expecting to know about it today but the teachers and staff lacked the time so yeah, we'll know about it on Monday. Shet. Kinakabahan na ko. May award kaya akong matatanggap? :0

***

I'll be going back to Clinic and Ipil Site tomorrow.
Hopefully, nandun si Kat.
SANA talaga. Ba't kasi wala si Arvin last week.

:

ELY :(

2009-03-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

At last, I finished our thesis complete with our Oral Defense Presentation Powerpoint. The oral defense is on Monday. Boom. But one more and I am free of burdens. Thank God.

Wish us luck. And hopefully our panelists from Southville are the ones who interviewed me. They were so kind and comfortable to talk to. Haha. :D

***

I just receive my letter from La Salle today.
I know I said I'll be going to UST
but what the hell
Now that I receive the letter,
I'm torn between my two dream school.

I don't know I should take Mass Comm or Fine Arts.
As what Junnel, Melvin and CJ always say,
"Kailangan ko ng gabay. Bro, help me."

***

Damn. Nakakasakit sa kalooban.
Eleandro Basino Buendia.
Hindi kita nakita.
Bakit last concert na ng E-heads ngayon?
I shall die of heartache.
I love you Eheads. I love you Ely.

I'm going to cry my heart out.
Stupid fourth year expenses.
I wasn't able to save money for the tickets.

And you, Michelle.
How could you?Hindi mo man lang ako sinama.
Iniingit mo pa ako sa GM mo.

:(

CRY.

THESIS shit.

2009-03-01T21:09:00.004+08:00

I am definitely back with my bad habit of not sleeping at all.

This week is our finals and I may not care less about the test as I normally would but I am too occupied with the upcoming Thesis Oral Defense. Let's just say we have a lot to revise because our teacher decided to criticize and told us to revise some parts in the last minute. And with someone from my groupmates not really helping much at all, I am getting frustrated.

Seriously, we're running out of coffee supplies with me not sleeping much at all. And Mark and Michael are being overprotective friends again, nagging me to sleep or else I be seeing hospital beds again. Even Carlos, reacted badly with it. Like that would deter me.

Konting tiis na lang and malaya na ko. :)

***

I actually got passed the final stage of the Southville Search for the T.O.P.S. 2008-2009. The 10 of us passed and received different scholarships. Kam and I, were praying we'd get less that 50% or else, our parents are going to reconsider it and that would mean, goodbye UST.

And Lord, answered our prayer. Yeah. :)

***

I saw some of my COLT mates.
Shet. I so miss them.
Those were fun days,
despite the hard training we received.

ACP Graduation will be on March 10. Boom. I week na lang pagiging Cadet Officer ko. But I am happy because Randy became the Corps. Commander next year. Hah. I am so right. Go SnappyRandy. :))

"Kailangan may pumalit talagang katulad mo.
Kailangan may pumalit na ala Destacamento next year."
-- Sir Dads, ACP Commandant

:DDDDD

EGO boost. Haha. :p

Laban Pacman!

2009-02-21T17:24:00.004+08:00

I have 5 things to grumble today:

First. I flunked yesterday's Physics quiz. Haha. Only for the sole reason that I forgot to square the numbers in both item 1 and 2. Stupid me. I guess the lack of sleep is catching up with me.

Second. I wasn't able to answer 5 items in the Lit. Mid-Quater Exam. I wasn't able to study properly the story, "God Sees the Truth but Waits" by Leo Tolstoy, that's why I have forgotten some parts of the story.

Third. Laziness took over the other night, that's why I wasn't able to do the PE Presentation. But I have an excuse for that since I asked ARTIN, our PE teacher, if all the groups will be reporting and he told me that two groups from both sections will do tomorrow. And since we're the thrid group to present, I haven't done it. And yesterday, he told us to leave the room because we don't have any report. How fucked up is that?

Fourth. We just learned about the upcoming test called CSAT. We have a test and our adviser actually forget to tell us earlier. We have to know it during the Flag Retreat pa. My gahd.

And fifth. I'm getting worked up with our Thesis. Ms. R, hasn't given us her evaluation and we'll be presenting that on Wednesday. With no classes on Monday, and the CSAT on Tuesday, when will I have the time to finish all the data?

Booom. I don't know why, but I'm starting to neglect my responsibilities now that graduation is just a few weeks away and I've already passed UST. I guess, Ms. Neneth is right. The problem with fourth years, once they reach the fourth quarter, kampante na sila. And it seems like it's true.

I must get hold of myself. Just a little bit more and we'll be free. :)

***

At the Flag Retreat Ceremony.

Portia: *singing* "Aming ligaya ng pag may mang-aapi, ang mamatay ng dahil sa'yo."
Mitch: "Whoo. Laban, Pacman!"

Martin: *said something to Mitch* "...Portia lang."
Portia: "What?"
Martin: "Sabi ko, ikaw lang yung alam kong naabot yung VPS Hymn. Ang taas kaya."

Some SJV: "Laban, Pacman!"

Haha.
Sige, guys.
Next time,
ako nakakanta sa laban ni Pacquiao.
Nood kayo ahh.

KAPAL. xp

---

Sana payagan kaming mag board ni Kam, so we'll be roomates. :)
Pag hindi, sabay kaming uuwi with a detour to the mall everyday. ;p
Haha.

---

freaked out

2009-02-19T22:56:00.005+08:00

I'm currently shocked and speechless with the following article.

LOS ANGELES, CA - The internet has been abuzz since this Sunday’s Golden Globes ceremony, where Megan Fox jokingly remarked that she looked like a man.

When interviewed on the red carpet, she said “I look like Alan Alda in drag. I’m a tranny. I’m a man.”

At the time, reporters passed it off as a jovial attempt to cover for her nerves.

However, today she has cleared the air and officially reported: she’s really a man.

Megan Fox was born Mitchell Reed Fox in Rockwood, Tennessee. From an early age, Mitchell showed an interest in both performing and women’s clothing. When having a preacher lay hands on him did not ‘cure’ him of these interests, his parents simply put him on the pageant circuit.

By the age of 13, Mitchell had already started a career as a female child performer called ‘Megan Fox’. Making her debut on an Olsen Twins straight-to-video release, the twins have kept his secret all this time.

As a sweet 16 present, Fox’s parents offered him sexual reassignment surgery, which, given their child’s career, they’d hoped to write off as a business expense. Unfortunately laws prohibit such surgery to be done to minors.

Since then Megan has been working non-stop, and been included on many Hottest Women lists in publications around the world.

Megan, as she goes by now exclusively, also noted this Sunday how much she wants Salma Hayek’s figure. She has even scheduled surgery later this month to get it. After the two met in New York this week, Hayek offered to have a cast made of her bust so doctors can match them exactly on Megan Fox’s chest.

The internet is already speculating whether this news will be worked into the plot of the upcoming Transformers sequel.

-- http://weeklyworldnews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man/

Is this for real? Haha. Megan Fox is actually a man and all I can say is, "Wow! That was so unexpected." I find it weird. What the hell. I don't really care, just shocked. He/She's a great actor/actress, it won't change the fact that I admire him/her. Haha. I'm uncertain what pronouns to use, or is it an it?

Whatever.

***

I got home from the MAPSA Press Conference for High School that was held in St. Michael Retreat House, Antipolo City with Ms. R, Martin, Kevin, Michelle, M.M., Giane, Arjen, Rosalyn, Richard and PJ.

It's an over-night event, which comprises lectures, contest and socialization.

Hah. I actually got in the Top 10 of the News Writing Contest. I wasn't expecting that I'll get the 7th place. Hello. I may be this year's News Editor, I'm not really a confident News writer, I'm used in writing feature style. Pacham, pare. ;p And the News Page (filipino) got second place. Oh diba. Hayuup. I'm so happy. :)

Veritans garnered 9 trophies and 9 medals for each. :))

***
Feb. 14-16, 2009

TECHNO DECYBUH VIAFE.

That was our business name.
It's a gaming cafe equiped with PS3, PSP, X Box 360 and Wii.
Which I tried to enjoy playing on the last day of business with Michael.
Hah. Pinapanalo mo lang ata ako daddy ehh. ;p

We've earned around 10K, but we still have to pay 9K for all the expenses. SO, we only have 1K. Haha. But I'm not really sure. That's just what they've told me. Hopefully, I got a high grade in LE and AP. Sanaaaa. It's not easy to make pizza bread, cold coffe, chocolate shakes, and being a cashier.

***

Awarding Ceremony was moved on Monday.
Amp. The last day of Foundation Day, we spent the afernoon sleeping and playing PSP. We so wanted to go home already, but the faculty insists on dismissing us at 4 o'clock. And I find it irritating, because we could have used that time to have proper rest.

We were allowed to go home if the parents will fetch us, which mine did. WTF.
Umapel nanaman ang aming adviser. Pinagpilitan niyang 4 pa daw.
Hello. Nakauwi nakaya yung iba, because their parents were there.
I was so pissed. My parents are also pissed. Nakakarami na s'ya ahh.

***

KILIG.
I would hold you in my arms
and I will never let you go.

***

I was so tensed this morning because we thought we have to present our Data for Research. We don't have any finalized data yet because the videos and evaluation sheets were with Ms. R, it's a good thing there were some changes with the schedule. Phew.

Kinabahan ako dun ahh.

***

I got 47/55 in Physics, 45/50 in Trigo.
Boooom. I so love you Sir Noel.
Best Science and Math teacher. :))

strong, loud, proud SENIOR

2009-02-14T20:53:00.001+08:00

No updates for a week. Sorry about that. School really took all of my time with all the big preparations for the intrams especially the Cheering Competition. So I’ll be updating everyone about the Intrams and all. Be ready for this very long post.

Thursday – February 5, 2009

At last most of our Mid-quarter Exams are over. There’s only Physics and Literature left. :) Today was the scheduled date for our Physics test yet we were all not really up to it since Intrams started this day.

The whole morning was spent for the general practice in the BF covered court. All fourth year students we’re tasked to guide the students from Grades 1 to Year III to the covered court. I was assigned to Grade 3 – St. Tarsicius and Third Year.

Haha. Si Nicholo nandun, so cute. And all the pasaway and cute grade 3 pupils we’re with me. After the grade school practice, I went back to school to bring them back, then Yssa and I went to get the third year.

While the Year I to III were practicing, the seniors were a bit nervous with their routines. I mean, we all feel like the other levels were so afraid with ours that they actually came up with a better routine. The third and first years’ cheering is like a threat for us. Parang ang galing kasi ng kanila.

But still I have great faith in Ate Yan’s routine and I know the we can bring it. :))

Anyway, we had our test in the afternoon after all the volleyball games. The boys were the last to play and we were all shouting at them to make it longer.

Unfortunately, ang bilis lang natapos. :( So we took the test in which I almost fell asleep while doing. Good thing my mind woke up even if its almost already time. I had to rush checking my answers and all.

You have to see my test, it was so messy with so many erasures. Haha. Idiot. :p

Friday – February 6, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASSIE, dear.! :D

We had our first Friday mass which also served as the thanksgiving mass for the 26th Foundation Day of our school. Let’s just say Kuya Vic was in a bad mood because the grade school choir joined us in the mass when in fact he didn’t want them to because they weren’t able to practice properly yesterday.

Mitch, Den, April and I we’re a bit irritated because we were one of the few who practiced yesterday yet we have to be placed in the back because the grade school took all the front mics. Ka-badtrip lang.

Anyway, we spent half of the mass worrying over the up-coming competition. It’s like we were listening yet our minds are all preoccupied by those thoughts. We even had the same prayer after the communion.

April: “Let me guess, about sa cheering yung prayers niyo.”
Den and I: “Oo. Haha.”

Seriously, nakakakaba na kaya. Just a day left until the big day. ;p

Saturday – February 7, 2009

Today was my last day as the OIC of the Literacy Program in the Fourth Estate Elementary School – Annex in De La Rama. After the Foundation Day, it’s Mitch’s turn. Since we’ll be very busy with our test and Thesis defense, we have assigned the in-coming VPSCA officer to take charge. We, the out-going officers will be guiding them, but they’re all gonna do the work.

Anyway, Giane wasn’t able to come, so I have to take her job as the head of Section 22. Oh, bliss. Melchor was there! Haha. I so love that kid. I met him last year during the trial teaching but after the school decided to decline our help we did our Literacy Program in Clinic Site. Then when we were almost finished with Program, they call VPS to continue the teachings.

Anyway, I was so lucky I got assigned to his section, I saw him again. Aww. He may be a SPED, but he is so sweet, he always hug me. Kahit hindi s’ya tinuturuan ko, pinupuntahan n’ya ako just to hug me. I so love him. :)

Sunday – February 8, 2009

The BIG CHEERING EVENT. Yeah. And gues what, we won! The Red Dragons, the Senioritas and Senioritos just won the Cheering Competition, yo. I am so overwhelmed with joy. :D

The third year were first to present and we were so anxious that their routine is better than us, but when they started dancing in a malamya way, our anxiousness was lessened. We all said, babawi kami sa SMILE. Project is the thing. And that’s probably one of the things that made us win. :)

Go SUPREME SENIORS.

We are the Seniors and we’re here to give you more
Winning our games you know we love to get that score

Strong! Loud! Proud! Seniors!
Go! Fight! Win! Seniors!

Fierce as a dragon, we’ll blaze on forever more
Strong, Seniors! Loud, Seniors! Prou, Seniors! Seniors go!

We never back down never stop, we won’t give in
For we are the Seniors, supreme ones, we’ll beat you all

The awards:

Best Original Concept – the Chinese theme with the funky Kung Fu Fighting song
really did it. Haha. The costume were a frustration for us since
the dress-maker didn’t follow our designs, but the theme we’re
a blast.

Best Pep Squad – ODK. This was unexpected. I mean, we we’re not really expecting
this with all the frustrating practices we had because the pep members
were all absent, or being stubborn.

Best Cheerdance – We may not won the best in choreography, but we did win this. Hah!
Ate Yan, you’re the best. :)

Most Synchronized Group – After having all those practices, which is more than what
is excpected, it’s probably obvious that we spent half of it
cleaning every steps to make them synchronized.

Some teachers told us, that we should have won landslide. Okay, the costume wouldn’t pero taob sila sa chinise dragon we’ve rented. ;p And the choreography, hah. But the 2nd year do deserve it. Ang dami nilang pakulo sa dance routine. I love it especially the F4 part. Feel na feel naman ni Yuji. Haha. Medjo, ala malandi ang iba because may mga part na PDC ang songs. Go Ms. Minerr. :)

Monday – February 9, 2009

Owkay. This is my first time to actually play Futsal and I enjoyed it very much. Hello. I wanted to play soccer ever since I was a little kid, it’s a fascination I couldn’t get over with and I’m an avid fan of Ronaldo from Spain.

That’s why when Bojo told me to join in the Futsal competition in the Intrams, I said yes. If ever I goaled and the seniors win at least one game, then I will definitely join in college.

We won against the second year, but lost against the third years who by the way used their huge frame and brute force to win. Nandun ba naman sila Jam diba?

We’ll be fighting against the first years tomorrow. This is so gonna be fun. The target have been launched already. Prepare yourself EF. ;p

Seniors winning at least one game – CHECKED
Goaled – NOT YET

Tuesday – February 10, 2009

I actually goaled. Oh yeah. And Kam’s EF, just been target successfully with the help of the fourth year players especially Alex. Go mama. :))

May pag-asa naman pala ako magkasports ee. I’m really going for soccer in college. :)

Seniors are still on the lead. We’re gonna get that prize. Go SENIORS. And thank you Sophomores for cheering for us. We love you guys. Okay with the exemption of, well, POKPOK as Alex calls her. ;p

Wednesday – February 11, 2009

CHAMPIONSHIP. :)

Volleyball and Basketball? Champions of course. We got second place in Futsal with the Third Years winning by 1 point. Ka-badtrip lang because hindi nila pinapasok si Yssa, Cheen, Jonica and me sa game. Edi sana hindi na lang kami nagchange into Futsal attire.

Buti pa si Kiko, kahit anong mangyari kailangan napasok niya sa loob ng court mga player niya. Hmmp. Mas nasusunod pa kasi yung players kaysa sa coach, so wala din.

Ms. Shella: “Hindi niyo kasi pinasok mga secret weapons niyo ehh. (pointing at me and Yssa)”

Anyway, won’t be making this a big deal. Laro lang magagalit na ko sa kanila. Duh? I may act childishly, but I’m not immature.

Thursday – February 12, 2009

We are half-way through with the business set-up. We just need the TVs, PS3 and Wii which will be brought tomorrow. The café was already made. We just slept through our remaining time. Haha. Ang lamig kasi ng classroom with the aircon in full blast. Sigh. Sarap matulog talaga. :)

***

Anyway, I just remembered something while racking up my brains with whatever happened this week and I remembered just what Anna told me.

Gahd. So feeling naman nila crush ko si Carlos. Duh. He is like a brother to me. Kaya nga KUYA tawag ko sa kanya ehh. Kasi naman toh si Kam ehh. Kung anu-ano pumapasok sa utak.

Gawan ba naman kami ng issue, just because she believe she sees a spark between us. I am perfectly happy being single at this moment and he is happily attached to my ever dearest Sissy.

So aun, kinuntsaba pa si Mitch at Carla. Even Cheen believes I have a crush on him. Gahd. What the hell is wrong with this people.

Ang akward na tuloy minsan kasama si kuya because everytime na magkausap kami they’ll be teasing us and singing: “I think I’m falling, baby I am falling for you.” Actually yun daw kanta ko kay Los, and he’s song for me is “Kung malaya lang ako, kung malaya lang ako, ipagsisigawan kong mahal kita.”

Oh diba, complete with theme songs pa mga trip nito. And now Anna assumes it’s true as well. It’s a good thing I cleared that up. Mga utak talaga ng mga kaibigan ko. BALIW talaga.

Pinapahamak pa ako sa nanay at Sissy ko sa mga double pun jokes nila. Idamay din ba si Angela, eh mabilis maniwala yung batang yun. Kaloka.

Iba naman kasi crush ko and I just don’t feel like sharing who he is at all because I know it might ruin the moment. One thing’s for sure, it’s not Carlos. Not really into incest you know. O.o

yeah, baby.

2009-02-04T22:44:00.003+08:00

My dad is home and yes I am in the verge of jumping and dancing around with joy.
Haha. I missed him so much. I got my laptop and my new cam by the way. Cool. :)

***

Despite that, this has been a f*cking day. Wednesday happened to be the tambakan of our 4th Mid-quarter Exams. We should have at least three days to take those test but because of the up-coming Foundation Day and the Yearbook Photoshoot we had yesterday, na-delay lahat.

We had our test for the whole day, of which two test were surprised for us. We all know that today's scheduled test are Advance Algebra, AP, CL and Filipino. Suddenly they announced that we'll have Trigonometry and English Grammar today as well.

Boom.

I wasn't able to study last night. So goodluck for me dude.
I might failed a lot for the first time.

yeah, baby.

2009-02-02T23:32:00.012+08:00

My good news:

My dad is coming home.

I'm back to being Top 3.

I finally received a Pillar Award. Marble, baby. :)

Crazy Week

2009-01-25T18:05:00.001+08:00

My internet connection has been jammed for days.

Good thing it's ok now.
I'm seriously considering of changing my internet provider when I have the chance.

***

Sister Fides' Psychology Game.

Sr. Fides: "What's your favorite color and why?"
ME: "Blue - calming and relaxing"

Sr. Fides: "Which do you prefer: building or open space and why?"
ME: "Open space (BEACH with calm waters, soft sand and a beautiful sunset) - serene, fun, peaceful"

Her evaluation?

Like Daddeey, I'm deep. Haha.
Like father like daughter. Naks naman Michael.
I dislike confrontations and fights.
I know what to do with my goals and wants in life.

True. True.

***

School works are piling up this week with the Intrams and Foundation Week just around the corner. We have a lot to prepare. As in A LOT. We haven't really finalized our business for the Foundation's 3-day V Mall and that includes all the equipments we need, we have less than 3 weeks to prepare our whole cheering routine together with the props and stuff, and of course the unending reporting, homework, tests and our Mid-quarter Exam.

Although it's a good thing we are half way through with our data gathering. Just 11 more and were finished. We just need Ms. Jo to do the evaluation with all the student's performance and we are set to analyze the whole thing and finish the last 2 chapters of our thesis. Oh yeah. :)

***

Last week we visit Michelle because she's still not attending school due to her sickness and of course planning the SJV business. I was with Thea, Kam, Carla, Mitch and Asahi. We all crashed Michelle's place for like 3 hours.

We were messing around first because Thea wasn't aound yet. Haha. No one to control us. But when we noticed that Thea will be arriving soon, we rushed to work. Haha. I know, pasaway talaga kami. But we really miss Michelle and she has a lot of stuff to play with and we were even planning to watch, but our conscience forced us to work.

So yeah, get back to work. Good thing Michelle fed us with two boxes of pizza. Yum. Haha.

We went home at around 8. And we were all a bit tensed because we thought Tita Chie was mad at Carla since we went home late. Ewan ko ba. Natataranta s'ya and we were all affected. We even have to walk from Michelle's house to the village gate kasi matagal pag magpatawag pa kami ng tricycle.

Kam and I were the smalles in the group and were having a hard time catching up with their long strides. Gahd, ang tatangkad nila, pano naman kami? Ang layo pa naman ng gate and it's dark that's why were tense din. Hello. This is like the first time we all went home very late because of school. We were like freaking out because there might be a dog somewhere and bite one of us.

ASAHI: "makikipagkagatan ako sa mga yan pagkinagat kayo"

Aww. Sweet. Kaya labb ko yan si panda ehh. Haha. He's our teddy bear with his big tummy na lagi kong pinipisil. Haha. Hinatid kaming lahat ni Asahi except for Thea and take note nagkasya kaming lima. We were all laughing because Asahi was sitting in the baby seat despite his huge frame. What can we do, we were all still in our uniforms and our skirt might get blown.

We passed by this huge field I don't what it's name. Ang laki kasi ng BF diba, hindi ko naman memorize lahat ng sulok nito. Basta it's somewhere we usually passed by papuntang BF Las Piňas. It's always dark in there. Definitely, no street lights at all.

Yan lang ang reason why my mom won't allow me to go to BF Las Piňas pag gabi, wala daw kasi ilaw. And well, that's the same for them. Good thing Asahi ~~was forced~~ offered to bring us home. But I think, namulubi wallet niya samin.

Pano ba naman, si Kam sa Executive village nakatira which I think is in the other side of BF? Kaming tatlo nila Mitch and Carla, sa labas pa ng BF. Buti na lang susunduin na lang daw kami nila mama and tita Chie sa Mcdo, pero si Mitch kailangan talagang ihatid. Wala kasi tricycle sa kanila and she has to walk far.

Thanks so much pandaaaa. :)

***

I was forced to join the V-Mall logo contest last Monday.

Takte. Wala sa plano ko sumali noh. Kaya nga I didn't brought any art materials. Then bigla na lang ako sinali ni Ms. Mau. Wala daw kasi representative. Gahd. I wasn't prepared. I don't have any ideas what to do.

Kaya barabara na lang ginawa ko. Lara, Derrick and Raymond were there too. Forced like me. ;p Nagtabi-tabi kami to share what scrap art materials we got. Lehitimong mga fourth year: madaldal, maingay, pasaway at syempre nagtutulungan. :))

Sketch draft of my V-MALL logo.

This is what you call:
crappy, on the spot art work.

Damn.

***

TUESDAY. We had our ACP graduation pratice and we're wearing Type C uniform. I feel like I'm back to being a COCC. Haha. Fuhneey. But Sir Dads allowed us to take off our hairnet and turband since we're officer naman ehh.

Anway, napasquat ako. Sabi ni Anna, sila Kiko at Raymond daw nagtutulakan at syempre nakita ni Kevin. Aun, napasquat Delta and since I'm not wearing my GOU, I have to do it as well. Takte, I have my sword with me and that means I have to bite it. Ack! Buti na lang, I haven't put metal polish on it kung hindi that would definitely taste bad. Parang COLT lang yun.

But bumawi naman sila when we did the Pasa Masid. We receive a very good from Sir Dads compared to the other flights. Snappy, yo. :)) Haha. Medjo nagugulo lang pag nagpanig tapos biglang magliliko. But still good.

I still love my flight. :)

***

Wednesday and Tuesday after class and Saturday:
CHEERING PRACTICE.
Go Seniors!:)

Throat hurts though.
Laging wala yung ibang Pep.
Puro babae lang kami with 2 or 3 boys.
Like we could shout that loud.
Ako lang daw naririnig ni Ate Yan.

She thought me the steps.
I have to teach it to the others pa.
Sino-sino tuturuan ko?
Puro mga pasaway pa naman yun.
Damn.

***

We have no classes last Friday. National Teacher's Day daw and DOPPSA teachers had an outing. Rest day for me? Nah. I went to Asahi's house, to start filming our trailer. Di nakapunta si Cheen, but it's ok. We started shooting the parts na wala pa s'ya. We'll shoot again on Tuesday, after ACP.

***

I'll be home late tomorrow and on Tuesday.
I'll be home around 8:30 I guess.
I have to go to Den's place with Asahi and Mitch to do our report presentation in Arts.
On Tuesday, my Lit. Groupmates will be on Cheen's house for the continuation of our filming.

Oh diba? Hectic ang sched ko.

puhlease

2009-01-18T21:49:00.008+08:00

I wasn't able to attend yesterday's cheering practice. You know why? I OVERSLEPT. I freakin' overslept. I woke up around 1 pm and I was told that was the time the practice ended. How ironic.

My mom went with tita Mayette for the catering in Sandy Andulong's birthday party, so I stayed at Thea's place and watch some films (Another Cinderella Story and Prince Caspian). We fell asleep watching in the sala. Thea was the first one, then the film Prince Caspian was about to end when I too fell asleep.

Manang, woke us up but we were both sleepy so she just brought us some blankets. xp I woke up hearing my mom's voice and guess what. It was already past 4. Hinatid na lang kami ng driver nila.

It was already 5 o'clock when my mom and I fell asleep.

That's the reason I didn't attend. My mom said she's been trying to wake me up but I won't. Gahd, what's happening to me? Ang takaw ko na sa tulog ever since I took some rest after being hospitalized. I think my body got used to those days when I sleep for long hours.

This is so not my routine, pare.

I watched The Clique na lang. Cool. Love the fashion. :)

***

We attended mass in Baclaran again.

Poor child. Before the mass was ended the priest told us about a baby girl that was left yesterday at the Baclaran church. How cruel. Leaving a child and running away from their responsibility as parents.

My aunt and uncle were planning to adopt the baby. Sana lang. I would love to have another cousin. A girl, nonetheless. That would be so cool, she can have all my dolls and toys. Aww. :)

***

I didn't passed the UPCAT. I'm not shock though. I didn't passed ACET, what do I expect?
So, wala lang. No hard feelings at all. Meant-to-be daw talaga ako sa Beato. ;p

Congrats again, to Thea Margaret A. Salazar and Jaime Martin P. Candelaria for passing the UPCAT. Whoo. Nice maderr. Wala na talaga, stalkerr, I won't be able to stalk you anymore.
May tarpaulin na naman sila. Naks! :)) Haha.

***

I have to go.
Damn.
Ngaun lang sila nagtext about my work.

What to do:
- design for the business place
- draft design for the ACP graduation tarpaulin
- design of our jersey
- reschedule of the thesis data gathering: Assessment Test
- prepare our LE presentation for tomorrow

Oh diba? Ganyan nila ako kamahal.

Kamahal bigyan ng trabaho.

Hmmft.

You are in for a Long Post

2009-01-17T20:48:00.003+08:00

I got interviewed last Thursday for the Southville TOPS scholarship thing. My ass was sore for sitting for a long time because the interview takes at least 15 to 30 minutes to finish. Martin was the longest one to be interviewed then me. We were all like chatting in English the whole time and it feels weird. I'm used in speaking in English while talking to Kam but not with everyone. So feeling naman namin. Haha. ;p

Christina was the first one to be called. We were all anxious whether they were friendly and what were the questions, that's why after her interview, we interogate her. We were staying in this small room kaya siksikan kami and we're voice were kinda loud, it was later on that we realize that we can be heard on the nex room.

Funny. And to think we were all noisy singing, talking and just making fun of each other. We were like, "this is a survival. Pag humindi ka, papatayin ka. Ayoko na sa Southville! Bang!" Gahd. Laughtrip.

April can't stop talking because she'll be tense. We were silent then after 5 seconds she's like, "So...did you know." And when she was called, si Alexei naman pumalit, then Jeyssa. It's crazy.

***

After returning from Southville around 5:30, the VPSCA meeting was already over and guess what, we told them to do an election pero and daming inarte ng third year. They decided to assign the officers through Kam's recommendation.

Nakakabadtrip lang because Dan didn't do anything. Wala nga kami ni Kam, ganon pa nanyari. According to Sil, nabadtrip daw si Dan kaya nawalan ng gana. Damn. That's the problem with him. Pag badtrip, dinadala pati sa meeting. Walang man lang professionalism. At least he could put it aside and still do his job well.

It's decided, there's going to be an election next Thursday. Period.

***

It's been a hell-ish day for me yesterday.

I slept and didn't finished my work. As in nothing. After I went home, I ate my dinner and I was about to do my Lit homework when my eyes starts drooping. I said I'm going to take a nap for an hour and guess what I woke up around 5. I have to rush my Lit homework and just finished the first part.

I wasn't able to do the second part of my Lit homework, the reaction paper in PE because I haven't watched the movie yet, the schedule for the data gathering and the design for our business. I was like cramming for the whole day.

It's a good thing we had a symposium and I was able to finish my reaction paper with the help of Kam, JD and Bojo. Thanks guys for summarizing it for me. :) And Ms. Angel didn't get our note books as well, and the grade three teachers didn't said anything when Christina and Marielle excused two pupils for our test. Two down, 35 students left.

***

Pinipilit ako ni Ms. A sumama sa cheerdancers.
I would love too pero hindi ako pwede mapagod mas'yado.
So, I'm sorry, I decline.
Ms. Neneth agrees with me as well.

***

Best, thanks for the Starbucks.
Ako naman next time. :))

2009-01-14T22:28:00.004+08:00

During CL class, Sister Fides said Cheen and I have almost the same strokes in writing. She was like describing us through our handwriting. The difference is Cheen feels awkward daw in letting others know her deeper self while I tend to be somewhat the same but I'm more open to the opportunity of letting someone know the real me. Then she said something about Cheen being sensitive and we all reacted, "Tama!" Haha. Which is true.

While distributing our notebooks, she told me that I have the tendency to show kung sino lang si Portia ngayon. Creepy. Haha. Promise. I guess it's somewhat true. Alam mo ba yung feeling na you seem open to the others yet they don't know anything about you? Parang ganun ako. I may seem a mixture of a shy and talkative person, but it shows only what I am in the surface not what I really seemed to be.

How weird. The mere thought of Sister being able to assess us through our hand writing seemed a bit weird yet at the same time I want to learn how. Asteeg din kung iisipin. xp

***

I passed the first stage of the T.O.P.S. Scholarship along with the other 15 Veritans who took the test. Tomorrow, we're scheduled to report and have an interview with the 5 panels of Southville Local.

Somehow, I'm not excited. I don't really want to enter Southville. I just took the scholarship test because it's for free. Sayang naman yung opportunity given to me, diba? So yun, go lang. But now, knowing I already passed my dream school, I don't give a care about the other school I've taken the test, with the exemption of UP and CSB of course. :)

Almost all doesn't want to because we have to go there individually and miss class again, unless of course the school provides us a transportation then we'll do the interview. Kam and I doesn't really want but at least we'll experience first hand how to be interviewed.

Break a leg, me. :)

***

You must finished your second year college to be able to work in Starbucks.
Daaaamn. Wala ng chance to have a summer job in Starbucks.
Mag-Perk Avenue na lang kaya ako. Nakapasok naman si Ate Iris dun ahh.
Hmmmm. Ms. Mine discouraged us to work in a fast food chain.
Ang baba daw talaga ng sweldo. Figaro kaya, pwede?
Want to be a barista. Haha.

***

'Di ba dapat masaya ako because they seemed to have a misunderstanding?
Pero bat parang the more I see him sad, the more na nalulungkot at nasasaktan ako.
Like I can feel what he feels and I sympatize with him.
Umiiral na naman ang pagkamartyr ko.
Dapat magsaya.

Kidding, yo.

***

Nakakainis. She already checked that freakin' permission letter last year. She told us to let Ms. Neneth sign it this year na lang. I retyped it and I just need her signature when she changed it again. Grabe.

Ano ba yan. She's one of the main reason why we can't accomplish our task in our thesis. She lost our Chapters I to III, and now she delayed our data gathering. Wala na. We weren't able to test the Grade 3 because we can't use the videocam without the permission of Ms. Neneth. Naman, nababalewala lahat ng pinaghihirapan namin.

Nakakabanas.

***

There's a role-play presentation tomorrow for our Filipino project.
I'm not playing Ah Yue anymore.
I wasn't able to practice because of my sickness.
It's the same with Thea. Narrators na lang kami.
Haha. :))

***

Childhood days.

Ever had this childhood dream of being a cashier? Or perhaps a driver or cinductor with matching folded peso bills? Have you played bahay-bahayan under the bahay made of blankets and curtains?

Haha. It's funny to remember those things. We just finished eating and we were messing with Ms. Mine when the topic was brought out. And to think that it's true seem funny to me. Totoo naman talaga ehh. Nakakatuwang isipin na we did almost the same when we were much younger.

So cute.

***

On our way to tita Joy's workplace somewhere near Brother's Burger, we saw Ian Alcantara. Haha. Whoo. Laughtrip. COLT crush namin nila Mitch. S'yempre kinilig. Haha.
Aiyee. Nagsmile s'ya samin. :))

let's get it on

2009-01-13T22:16:00.007+08:00

The best feeling in the world is realizing that you're perfectly happy without the thing you THOUGHT you needed the most.

***

Thea and I perfected music. Haha. Indian music's Bramhtal pa yun, dude.
Walang kahirap-hirap. The easiest test ever. Just clap, tap and wave.

tap-clap wave-clap tap-clap tap-clap wave-clap tap-clap tap-clap
tap-clap wave-clap tap-clap tap-clap tap-clap tap-clap wave-clap

***

HE passed. It's a sign, dude.
Tanong: Doon ba s'ya mag-aaral?

***

It feels like COLT all over again.

We had another ACP training today. Parang last days of COLT lang aa, graduation practice. It feels weird thinking that we're all out-going officers na. There's a pang of sadness because we have to experience this stuff for a year only.

Sacrifices. Gashes and wounds. Almost drowning. A month of hellish training. Pride taken away. Nothing beats my experience in COLT. I can't describe the feeling of happiness once the day ends, I survived another day of training. I didn't give up today, I sure won't give up tomorrow. Kayang-kayang 'to.

Besides, parang habang tumatagal kami as Coltinians, the more fun it gets. I met new people. A crush. A long lost twin. A new close friend. Haha. A team lethal to the core yet never cease to amaze me with their kindness. Go Team Delta.

Now, thinking back all those hard happy times we had last summer, parang bitin tuloy. And nakakalungkot isipin na we're leaving behind these things we've spent a schoolyear and a month training to achieve.

Time to pass on the legacy.
Haha.

COCCs listen up. Galingan n'yo sa COLT, train well and win that PERPETUAL TROPHY on the next Flight Drill Competition. Haha. Feeling.

SF! Let's get it on.
Ahwuhah.

***

We visited Anna's cute little brother, RJ, in the Las Pinas Doctors.
Poor, baby. Natumba sa baldeng may mainit na tubig. Gah.
Inoperahan s'ya. :( But he's ok now.
Tita Alma showed us his paa.
Namumula and there were black thingy on his legs.
Aww. Kawawa. :((

***

I smell something fishy about her && him.
Supersis, what do you think? Received the GM.
Poor you, lagi na lang s'ya when it comes to them.

***

Congrats Kamille Santos, Carlos La Rosa, Raymond Agravante, Thea Salazar, Michelle Maglasang and other fourth year na nakapasa sa UST na hindi ko alam.

Sa mga waitlister and may interview, GO! Kaya yan. Pray. Keep faith. :)

***

Warning: Ang pagiging pedophile ni Martin ay nakakahawa.

Haha. Promise. Nahawaan na talaga ako, si Cheen at Mitch. We had our computer class yesterday. For the first time since the start of the 2nd semester. Michelle was still absent and she was supposed-to-be seated next to me.

Since she's gone, Ms. Rem's who were teaching the toddler's class, sitted David Young on Michelle's empty chair. Tuwang tuwa kami ni Mitch. Haha.

Por and Mitch: " Hi, David!"
David: "Hello, girls! (with matching accent)

Laughtrip. Parang chickboy lang ahh. He is so cute. He kept talking about different stuff. Like, he watched this and he likes the Jonas Brothers, he likes Snow White. LOL. He seemed thrilled whenever he finished the puzzle he's playing in the computer and he can read well at his young age.

Huwaw. Na-inlove ako. Haha.

Baliw.

future tiger. :)

2009-01-12T06:20:00.006+08:00

thanks for the link ex, PAMELA. :)

***

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Amp. Kaloka to ahh. NERVE-WRACKING, pare. nerve-wracking.

Off to school. Bye. :)

***

I PASSED USTET. :))

Choice	Program	Status	Report Dates
First Choice	COLLEGE OF FINE ARTS & DESIGN - ADVERTISING	Passed	04/02/2009 - 04/03/2009

I'm walking on sunshine. Whoo-ohh. Haha.

I am so thrilled seeing my result. I mean, WOW. Answered prayers. Thank you Lord. ILY. :)

I was getting frustrated this morning. Heck, all fourth year who took the test are frustrated because of the damned website. We are all anxious to see whether we pass or not. We were bummed with the fact that we might need to visit UST just to see the list of passers. Gah. That's a waste of pamasahe. Mga bankrupt pa naman kaming fourth year ngaun.

Mark volunteered to check mine on Saturday because he's going to Recto to buy ACP stuff again but it's a good thing nakastambay sa Computer Lab sila Anna and she saw another site that shows the USTET results. Too bad maaga umuwi si Kam, she wasn't able to see hers. It was around 5:30 na kasi when Anna saw it over the net, and usually nagsiuwian na ang iba by this time. Lagi naman kami ang naiiwan sa school ng matagal ehh. Kulang na lang sa school na kami matulog. xp

Anyway, I was at the cafeteria copying the notes I missed when Anna went down and told me she found the site where we can check the USTET result. Gosh, natense ako. Haha. She told she didn't pass. And I was like, "Hala. Pano naman ako?" Gah. Time to face the dreaded moment.

We both went up to the Comp. Lab, Mitch and Carla was there already checking it but they can't find the site. Tinuro ni Anna but they don't know what's their applicant no. kaya ako na nauna. I memorized it by heart this morning because I'm planning to check it again in school.

Kaloka din ehh. Ang tagal magload yung page, may suspense pang nalalaman. Boom. Haha. Nung nagload na, I was ecstatic. I passed my first choice: FA major in Advertising. Waitlister on my second choice which is Communication Arts. But it's ok, I did get to pass my first choice. Hell yeah.:)

Bliss.

***

I miss everyone so much. It's good to finally walk the corridors of VPS. Namiss ko ata ang palakad-lakad sa school dahil sa mga trabaho at hinahagilap na mga teachers. Yes. I may despise schoolwork but I sure miss working. Parang karugtong na ng buhay ko ang magtrabaho. Haha.

***

Ouch.
Yun yun ehh.
Sa harap ko talaga.
Pwede ba tama na ang PDA?

***

Hah. Nakahabol ako sa mga lessons.
Surprise quiz in Physics. 20/20, baby.
Yan ba ang nag-absent since class resumed.

Yabang.
Pagpasensyahan ang pagkaarrogante.

***

Copying notes are too tiring.
Ang dameeeeeeee.

***

Magpapractical daw ako sabi ni Sir Artin. wtf? Unfair. Sila Thea, reaction paper lang ang gagawin. I still have to talk to him, because he needs my med certificate daw eh it's with Ms. Neneth.

Sana totoo sinabi ni Thea, ganun din daw sinabi pero iba ang pinagawa.

Gah. I really dislike that new teacher.
Ms. Shella, ba't mo kami iniwan? :((

***

Kam: "Hello. Pwede po ba kay Portia."
Me: "Supersis :)"
Kam: "Supersis."
Me: "I passed."
Kam: "I passed."
Kam and I: *screaming happily. then laughs.*
Kam: "Thomasians na tayo."
Me: "Yeah!"
Kam: "Nafefeel ko na. Ung tipong text-text kung saan tayo magkikita"
Me: "Haha. Oo nga. Supersis, kita tayo sa field, kita tayo sa Beato, kita tayo sa St. Raymonds"
Kam: "Haha. Kung saan-saan sa UST."

Kam: "Future UST students."
Me: "Yes. UST here we come."

Haha. S'yempre feel na feel na namin ang pagiging Thomasians.
I'm so happy. Pasado kaming magkapatid. Si Maderr din pasado.
Cool. Like mother like daughters. Haha. May pinagmanahan kami ehh :)

UST here we come.

I bought a car. Turned out to be an alien robot.

2009-01-11T17:39:00.009+08:00

thank you VINTAGE, DEANN and PAW for the link exchange. :))

***

UST na bukas.

This is it. Ito ang iiyakan ko pag di ako nakapasa.
Seriously. I am born to be an FA student here.
BEATO here I come. ;p

If I pass, and he pass.
It's a sign talaga.
The future awaits.
Haha. toink.
ASA, men.

***

My mom and I attended mass in Baclaran Church. As expected, ang dami ng tao. Dami din snatchers sa tabi tabi. Nadala na ko last time we went there. ODK. May nagbukas ng bag ko. Fortunately, nothing was taken. Besides, ano naman meron sa bag ko? A book, an umbrella, personal stuff. My phone is in the bottom of my pocket, safe and sound. Hah.

Anyway, we found the place where we can light some candles. Last time we went to Baclaran we weren't able to find it. Tama naman pala yung tinuro kong place, but my mom wont listen to me. Hah. I was right. ;p Feeling ko naman alam ko pasikot-sikot sa simbahan. xp Not.

Anyway, I was surpressing my laughter during the mass. Kasi naman ang gulo ng choir. As in. There's no blending between the male and female singers, and parang nagmamadali sila while singing Ama Namin. sigh. Ewan ko ba. And mas inantok ako sa mass because of them.

Nakakaantok sila kumanta. yawn.

***

We went to SM Sucat to buy some groceries. And I saw this uber cute shirts from Penshoppe, Maldita and Kamiseta. I so wanna buy them. Then, I found lots of new books in NBS. Ahh. So many temptations. Haha. I was about to buy one. I remember bankrupt ako ngayon. Too bad. Damn. :(

***

"Let's call it, Sam's happy time." LMAO.

I just watched Transformers AGAIN.

I can't help it. I'm talking about Shia LaBeouf here. Laughtrip. And Transformers happens to be my very first reviews article as a Reveiwes Editor kaya may sentimental value. Haha. Besides, Bumblebee is the best. Sana ganun future car ko, nagtatransform to be my guardian. Para asteeg. :))

And nandun pa si Megan Fox. Mikaela: I'll drive, you shoot! Puteek. Natitibo ako sa babaeng yun. Haha. Kidding. I like her better as Mikaela Banes than the bitch Carla Santini though.

No sacrifice, no victory.

***

My dad just called. He wants me to enter LA SALLE.
Gah. But my top choice is UST / CSB / UP.
Second lang ang DLSU kasi Communication Arts course ko dun.
FINE ARTS muna before Comm. Arts, pare.
sigh.

kaloka. xp

***

I'm going to school tomorrow at last after a week of being absent.
So long freedom, school awaits me.
And the bullshitting workloads with it.
Must endure. Less than three months before liberty.
Yeah, baby. :))

***

The invention of pillow exemplifies a person's need to be with someone. The need to embrace, the need to rest your head on someone's shoulder, the need to cover your tear-drenched face with someone's body, the need for warmth when you feel cold, the need to shield your eyes when the sun gets too bright and the need for something soft when life gets too hard. It's one of the sweetest things you can give, and the sweetest thing you can be. -- msg from kamii :)

who wants to be my pillow, anyone? :3

waiting in vain for your love?

2009-01-10T10:40:00.015+08:00

As in waiting for like an hour. I've been trying to connect in the internet, it's connected but I can't enter Ateneo's site. I get to enter the home page, then after I click on where the result is the page cannot be loaded. Ahh. Lord, bat ayaw nila ipakita sa'kin ang results?

Buang na daw ako sabi ng aking ever dearest mother and my dad was just laughing at me over the phone when I told him I was nervous. Hey. This is my future college we're talking about and I get serious with this stuff.

Why, oh why won't it be shown to me. I wanna get this over with.

Lord, pasado naman ako diba? :))

***

After a few hours.

STILL NOTHING.

Ayaw talaga ipakita sa’kin yung result, pare. Ugh. Ok lang naman kung hindi ako pasado eh. Pero why, oh why can’t I connect to the website. Damn. Is this a sign?! O.o

Lord, kung hindi ako pasado, ok lang basta sa UST, UP or CSB, kasi maganda Fine Arts / Multi-media Arts doon. But I’m still hoping to pass. ;p Haha.

Tagal men.

***

Did I just said UST? O.o
If I pass and he pass.
It's a sign. Haha.
Kidding. ;p

Shet. Tagal talaga.
I wanna get this over with already, dude.
Have pity on crazy old me.
Patience is not within my being at this moment.

Daaaamn.

***

What is the difference between bravery, sacrifice, confidence and trusting?

BRAVERY is saying NO to what you believe is NO; SACRIFICE is saying NO to what you think is YES; CONFIDENCE is saying YES to what you think is YES and TRUSTING is saying YES to what you think is NO.

True. True.

Gah. Bored. xp

***

Damn.

I didn't pass. Boohoo. Imma cry my heart out. Haha. Kidding, pare. Sad? Yes. But that's it.

Congrats maderr dear, Thea Margaret A. Salazar. Haha. Sabi ko sa'yo, hindi ka pang La Salle, pang Ateneo ka.

And you my ever dearest stalkerr, Jaime Martin P. Candelaria, congrats din. Malapit ka na magkabanner. Haha. Panu ba yan, I won't be stalking you anymore. Baka mag-La Salle akooo. Traydor sa inyo ni Zenda. Haha. Kidding. ily both. :))

Langya tong website ng Ateneo. Pinatagal pa yung result, di naman pala ako pasado.

Sabi ni Lord mamumulubi daw ako sa Ateneo kaya wag na lang daw ako dun. Haha. Parang sa La Salle hindi. ;p Wish me luck on UP, UST and CSB. Two down, three more to go.

Kailan kaya yung mga official letters? Baka magmilagro si Lord, makareceive ako ng accepted bigla sa Ateneo. Haha.

***

I was about to say in my dreams awhile ago. Wag na lang. The more I dream of it, the more it won't come true.

Perfect example: my ACET result.

I had a great sleep, dreaming of passing Ateneo.
Hah. What the fcuk? Didn't came true. Poor me. ;p

***

Umm. I've been thinking. Saan kaya ako mag-aaral next year?

I have the go signal from La Salle, FEU, APC and a scholarship in Southville Foreign. I'm still waiting though for my UP, UST and CSB results. And God knows these three are my top priorities among other universities and colleges.

I need to pass any of these three and if I did I'll be the happiest person in the world. UP would a dream come true, but I would definiely go with UST or Benilde to more be realistic. Now the question is: did I pass?

***

I've been posting a lot in one day. Haha. It's a miracle people. Take pleasure in it while it last. Papasok na ko sa Monday and my long Christmas break will be over.

Dammit.

Magpapakasaya muna ako while I have my freedom. Gonna plurk and blog while I have the time. And speaking of plurk. My 40.something Karma went down while I was hospitalized. Shet. Went down low to 34.4. Have to keep plurking until reach NIRVANA.

Naunahan pa ko ng aking asawa to reach 40. Haha. what the fcuk. Pati husband ko, nag plurplurk na rin. Haha. I was shocked to see his reply on my anak's plurk. He's been asking if we passed Ateneo.

I don't think he did. Only, Thea and Martin passed. Ahh. Lucky them.
I have this weird feeling of satistfaction that most of us didn't passed.
No offense but misery does love company. Bad.

2009-01-09T19:36:00.004+08:00

Gah. I was worried and uptight for nothing. I wasn't able to sleep properly last night because I'm so anxious with what my UPCAT result will be. The website specifically said to check on January 9, which is today, for the results, then suddenly it changed to the 3rd week of January.

I don't know if I should be happy or not. I'm having mixed feelings at this moment. Who wouldn't? I'm dreading the result, but I wan't to get this thing over with. Ewan. Basta, sabi ni Lord pasado daw ako. Haha. Hopefully. :)

***

Oh and yes. I still haven't gone to school. Lucky me? Nah. I miss my friends already and I know I missed a LOT of lessons. Have to make-up a lot of classes and I'm sure I have a lot of notes to copy. This is the down side of being absent despite the long rest I've taken. Hah.

Today is supposed-to-be the day we will be presenting our hip-hop dance presentation for P.E. class. Whoops. Too bad I'm absent, I wasn't able to perform, obviously. I wonder what my grade will be? So much for the practice and video. Dapat sumama na lang ako, but then again I'll look stupid in the film. Hello? The day we video Den, was my first day practicing. Magkakalat lang ako dun. ;p

But I have an excuse naman diba? Haha. I love you Ms. Maricon. :))

***

Did you roam around my little blog? Notice some changes?

I deleted my two previous blogs: thesmearedeyeliner and muzikahniportia. I have the sudden urge to organize my blog. So I transfer all my post here and deleted those two. Wala lang. Trip ko lang. So yeah, my first serious / so-called permanent blog posts are here too.

***

I was laughing my ass off reading my old posts. Hah. How time flies. I remember I started blogging during my sixth grade, but I can't remember the url anymore. Basta, I know I'm using xanga before I get the hang of blogger. I sure did changed my blogs from time to time. I have this thing with changing url and stuff.

Then I got serious with blogging and decided to use a permanent one: muzikahniportia, which didn't stayed long. Unfortunately. I had the urge to delete it, but decide against it. Haha. I used that blog for like a month, then left it. It somewhat served as my outlet for that time being. After all, that was the time when Kam and I had a huge misunderstanding that led to us not being bestfriends anymore and that thing with Miguel.

But hey, that was sophomore year. I got over Miguel and Kam became my bxty-turned-supersister. As we both concluded in our retreat letters, God probably made us fight to stop being bestfriends to become a better one, being sisters. Haha.

Junior year is the best, because everything seems back the way they seem but I stop blogging until I decided to make another one. The previous seemed all emo-ish for me so I made twilightmusing, but I grew tired of the url and changed the address to thesmearedeyeliner. This blog stored my junior life until the pilot story of my beloved COLT days.

Hah. Then I have AGAIN the urge to change my blog to thesweetestsinn, which I m currently using now. Hopefully this is my last blog. But I don't think I'll change my blogs anymore. I'm quite happy with this now. So yeah, this officially my permanent blog. :))

If you have time, you may browse my old posts. Haha. See how dramatic, pathetic, crazy I've been these past few years especially during my first set of blog post. Totally dramatic and so emo. Ugh.

***

ACET result tomorrow. Another sleepless night for me. Wish me luck people. This is one of my ever dearest dream school we're talking about. I passed La Salle, I'm praying I'd pass UP, Ateneo and UST. How cares about the rivalry between the Archers and Eagles, those are my dream schools anyway. Para pantay lang.

Sabi ni Lord pasado daw ako. :))

It's a New Year Thing

2009-01-08T12:51:00.004+08:00

I'm bored.
So what else can I do to kill boredom?
Do the usual New Year cliche of course
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.
Like I'm gonna accomplish it all.
Haha. But imma try dude.

Hmm.

Portia's New Year Resolution:

1. study harder to be part of the honor roll :3

2. spend little, save more

3. get a summer job just for experience and money baby

4. get more hours of sleep

5. TRY HARD to live without coffee. *cries*

6. less internet? Hmm. I'm not sure with this yet. ;p

7. Lose weight. Haha.

8. Be more health conscious. :)

---

Talked to Thea over the phone. She was hospitalized this week and now resting. It's a mother-daughter thing I guess. Haha. But she's going to school tomorrow na daw. Aww. Poor me. I'm gonna be stuck here at home still until Sunday. I miss school despite the workload waiting for me. I miss my crazy friends. :(

Anyway, I told her to get reconsideration in DLSU. Sayang. She's a waitlister kasi. Or maybe it's a sign. La Salle is not for her, UP or Ateneo daw s'ya bagay. Haha. Kidding. OMG. Speaking of UP, tomorrow's the test result and we are both anxious about the result. Did we pass or did we pass?

We both have the same New Year Resolution: less stress and be more health conscious. Being hospitalize wasn't a good experience for both of us but hey, we did learned our lesson. It's time to cut the stress and loosen up a little. Senior year has been a stressful year for the two of us, we both have grades to maintain especially her being the TOP 1 and the responsibilities we both have due to the different organizations we are heading. And I guess God is telling us to take it easy that's why we both got sick and we did get some rest we deserve.

December may have been a bummer month for me but I did learn to give importance to my health. I never wanted to be hospitalized ever again because of any sickness or accidents. Ever.

ODK

2009-01-08T12:23:00.002+08:00

Test Result Schedule:

DLSU - 1st week of January -- passed. :))
UP - January 9, 2009
ADMU - January 10, 2009
UST - January 12, 2009
DLS-CSB - February 16, 2009

I'm excited yet dreading my entrance test results. Haha. I'm torn between wanting to know it and being afraid with the results. Haha. ODK. This is a matter of what university // college I'll be attending my college years. Parang life or death situation ba. Kidding. :) But seriously, I can't wait. ;p

UPCAT result na tom. O.o

buhbye2008

2009-01-07T18:06:00.011+08:00

I'm stuck here at home. January 6 is the official back-to-school date but I'll be staying at home for a week or so. I'll be back on Monday. For the mean time, I'm here at home, extending my Christmas break. I'm not complaining though. :3 But I'm sure, once I get back, there goes the same routine of late nighters and cups of coffee to finish the several school workloads. I better take the opportunity to relax and surf before I get bombarded with school work again. Haha. Time to have fun. ;p This is the perk of being sick, you have the time to rest more. :D

So yeah, since I'm gonna be resting for a couple of days. It's time I update this blog. It's new year. I'll really try to update regularly if my schedule permits it. Hopefully. But I'll try. Really try. :)

Let's get down to business then. Before, I store new memories, I guess it's time to reminisce 2008 events that happened in my life. It sure as hell been a fun year for me, I hope yours too. :)

This is gonna be totally random, aryt? So don't get confused

JANUARY -- The beginning of 2008. Let's just say I found someone to take my mind off of Miguel after half a year. Haha. Just a small crush, nothing else. But it helped. I got inspired, now that counts right. This has been a month of huge preparation for Feb's grand celebration.

FEBRUARY -- Foundation Week and the so-called Prom Night but actually turned HS Night. Ugh. No comment. I got confirmed btw.

MARCH -- I had an epiphany. Haha. I realized something that shocked and turned my world up-side-down.

APRIL -- Review. Review. I started reviewing for the College Entrance Test with Thea and Martin. April 28, 2008 And unang araw ng training.

MAY -- B U H A Y COLT, TIKMAN NIYO. ANG SARAP DITO. TEAM DELTA. We are lethal.

JUNE -- Senior life, here we come. Back-to-school, back to work.

JULY -- SEB Secretary baby. :) "With great power comes great responsibility"--Spiderman My Flight won the Flight Drill Competition. Go Flight Delta. :))

AUGUST -- The first and last Feast Day of our SJV 2008-2009. :( Realize.

SEPTEMBER -- ACET. :)) Fun day at E.K. and the Space Shuttle Bet c/o Mark Vincent Asahi. WIRE training. "it's just too little too late"

OCTOBER -- I feel so much loved. Haha. Surprised from SEB. Aww. Happy Birthday to me. :) aaaandd na-inlove ako lalo sa boses ni'ya. Haha. Whoever he is . ;p

NOVEMBER -- Project Week and Retreat. This is perhaps the best month ever because we rarely have classes. Haha. :) blow-out from Melv. :)) Twilight. Twilight. The best movie of the year. :) E.C. <33 style="font-weight: bold;">DECEMBER -- Hated month for the first and last time. Stupid Fieldtrip, stupid sickness. Happy Birthday Jesus though. :)) Flight Drill Competition. SF! let's get it on!

One down Four More To Go

2009-01-03T15:11:00.000+08:00

Last night, Thea texted me that La Salle test results are out and I was torn between excitement and scared shitless with whatever the outcome is. If I didn't passed La Salle, pano naman yung ACET, UPCAT, USTET and CSB ko? Hala.

But I passed. Haha. Whoo. I'm so happy even if they didn't grant my scholarship. :)

Case No. : 10201
Examinee Name: Destacamento, Portia Rica Autencio
School : Veritas Parochial School, Paranaque
Degree : AB-CAM
Status: Accepted (1st Choice) ONLY as a regular/paying student.

say hello 2009!

2009-01-02T14:50:00.000+08:00

It's been a weird New Year for me. One I just spent it lying in the hospital. Two, I wasn't able to eat those yummy foods cooked for New Year's celebration. I so miss my mom's spaghetti. I can't even eat the tempting chocolate cake my tita bought for me.

Stupid sickness. It depraved me from enjoying New Year. I'm never gonna eat barbeque in my life again. That's the only plausible reason why I caught the Typhoid Fever and spend the end of the year in the hospital bed. I missed the fireworks, I missed Yamii, I missed a lot of shows. Aww men.

But at last I'm home and in the comfort of my bed and fluffy pillows.

Happy New Year everyone! :)

:'((

2008-11-07T00:25:00.005+08:00

I am so disappointed with my flight.
It bothers me so much.
Am I not functioning well as their flight leader?

plurkin' Portia

2008-11-05T20:31:00.004+08:00

Portia is working already in the first day of classes

Portia thinks it's been a weird day.

Portia also thinks she's weird for writing in this way.

But Portia doesn't care at this moment.

So Portia continues to write this way.

Portia says, "Walang kokontra because this is my blog".

Portia is working her ass off doing the letterings and script for VPSCA.

Portia would like to share that she is wounded and have a cut on her left middle finger.

Portia is confused btw on what to do with her friend's problem.

Portia is also hurt emotionally at this moment.

But Portia will be okay tomorrow, hopefully.

Portia will just pretend that everything is okay and that fated day will passed by without her getting hurt.

Portia will comfort herself with her music, arts and work.

there goes my hero

2008-11-04T09:50:00.002+08:00

I'm back! Yeah.

As you can see from my previous post, its been a month since I last blog. Laziness took over and its been a tiring month for me due to many activities in school: Rock @ VPS, Teacher's Day, Mary in Multimedia: A Living Rosary, and of course, my entrance exams in La Salle and UST.

But it's good to be back. I have a new layout, see? Dark. Yes. But I love it. I'm loving plurk btw. Thanks to those who introduce it to me. :)) Oh and I'm serving nuffnang naaaa. :) Wala lang, just sharing. :))

2008-09-22T02:26:00.002+08:00

I love you Jolo Ito. ;))

"I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cause every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time"

--Tongue Tied by Faber Drive

sang by No Regret ( with Jolo Ito as the vocalist )
in the screening of Rock @ VPS: Battle of the Bands

Relate much?? ;p

No comment. Period.

2008-09-19T02:11:00.002+08:00

Enchanted
Kingdom
watta day?

Space Shuttle is the best ever. ;p At least I had fun in the Jungle Log Jam and Rio Grande even if I'm pissed off. This should have been a fun day but I guess I was not that happy about it. Let's just say I wasn't able to really have fun because I'm away from my crazy friends today.

Syet, nagdrama.

The Reason? *toot*.

My lips are currently sealed.
Something between sisters only. ;p

Screw inconsiderate teachers

2008-09-18T01:53:00.001+08:00

"They're public school teachers, what do you expect?" - Ms. R

Haha. That eventually lighten up our sour mood this afternoon. ODK. What the hell is wrong with that fruit-named-teacher? It's not like we made a major sin or something, it's just a uniform. At least we had the decency to wear appropriate clothing and it still look like a uniform since we're all wearing white shirt and maong pants.

Besides we have the permission from Ms. R to wear civillian clothes. It just so happens that it was so hot in your school that it's hard wearing our school uniform. Ms. Rachelle is considerate enough to let us wear a much comfortable clothes for the training.

We came there for the training and our clothing won't affect our performance so why make a big fuss about it?

And what the hell is wrong with her? She should have at least tried to be considerate of other people. Michelle was sorry for leaving without telling her, it's not like she did it intentionally. She's with the Kuya Rudy, our guardian, I repeat, our guardian for that day, and we are fourth year students, so don't treat us like kids anymore.

Syet. She totally pisses me off.

Mrs. Apple Soriano from Baclaran Elementary School, if you ever, in some way or another, read this blogpost, I'm sorry if this offended you but I don't really care because at this moment my emotions are uncontrollable and I have this space for my own ramblings of displeasure on how you treated us. So what the hell...get lost? ;p

to pass or not to pass? that is the question

2008-09-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

I am once again amidst my future university, ATENEO DE MANILA UNIVERSITY. Haha. Pardon the arrogance, I'm just trying to cheer myself. That was a nerve-racking test. It's like a matter of life and death.

I hope I pass it and gain the scholarship although it's partial. Please do pray for me. ;]

2008-09-08T01:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mother dear! ;]
ily. mwah.

2008-09-08T01:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my Lola and Mama Mary. ;]

2008-09-05T21:09:00.005+08:00

" It's just too little too late "

So after a year, you now have the guts to tell me that you felt something back then when we're on that deal. I thought I was just a game pero now you kept on insisting that for you it's real. And ako pa may kasalanan. I didn't even know you were courting me when all I know is that I was helping you out with Den. Ang labo mo, pare.

THESWEETESTSINN

I'M GIVING THIS ANOTHER TRY

Hello, blogger. :)

COUNTDOWN. COUNT ME IN. \m/

I'M BACK.

YOOOOO. :D

Attention to announcement

Oh you got me hatin' on the club

Bob Ong bilang Dr. Love :))

Random Boldings

Look at me mom, you're my no. ONE. :D

:o

i miss this. :(

LATE POST

Go Uste. Go Uste. Go Uste. Go. Go. Go. :D

We didn't miss it. This *is* it. C'mon. - Nick

AMATS. :p

You're the reason that I breathe. JAI HO. :)

I'm waiting for that final moment you'll say the words that I can't say

Give me a fraction of your heart.

Damn. Damn. I might be over my head

Nothing can stop me now

Naman ee. :(

shit happens

Hotseat

This is the part we're we embrace the end

ROFLMAO

whaaa--

:)

gangster

:D

imma shoot you with a bang

GO BINGO.

My Batang Kids :)

Updates part un

Updates part deux

ELY :(

THESIS shit.

Laban Pacman!

freaked out

strong, loud, proud SENIOR

yeah, baby.

yeah, baby.

Crazy Week

puhlease

You are in for a Long Post

let's get it on

future tiger. :)

I bought a car. Turned out to be an alien robot.

waiting in vain for your love?

It's a New Year Thing

ODK

buhbye2008

One down Four More To Go

say hello 2009!

:'((

plurkin' Portia

there goes my hero

No comment. Period.

Screw inconsiderate teachers

to pass or not to pass? that is the question

We didn't miss it. This is it. C'mon. - Nick